Rowlga Nartamas

Thanks to a clip of a @thejinkx.bsky.social show coming up on YouTube, "Gaston foot pic" is now in my search history and that's something I have to live with

"This emoji could've been a nod or slight chuckle they kept to themselves"

I only like my boyfriends straight. When they get too used to me and turn gay I have to dump them and get a new straight boy 💅✨👋

Eating carnivore meat is vegan because you're removing other meat eaters from the planet. It's like buying carbon offsets

Yeah turns out I didn't know it changed from the other icon and was reading that as some kind of reply button, didn't even think of trying that 🤦‍♂️

Oh I guess they changed what it looks like at some point. Didn't even think to push that, it reads like a reply icon to me

Where tf did the share post button go? Gotta go into browser bsky, look up the account, find the post, then copy the url to share a post anymore

Actually Oops, won't have the vacation days for two of the four local events i usually do. Will be calfurry stuff only this year

Vancouver will be end of July into August long weekend

I don't know if there's any real studies that have been done, or on the other side of things what astrology says Pisces are supposed to be like. But everyone i know with a birthday near mine has a similar quiet thoughtfulness punctuated by bursts of quirkiness or punchlines

Interesting thing about yote is both ways could've come naturally from the original word coyotl (2 syllables, tl is a single sound). Maybe some simplified tl to t (yoat), & some (thru Spanish) preserved the complexity as an extra vowel (yoatee)

Ki-tsu-ne for me only cause studied some Japanese

smells like good memories :3

Bananas foster French toast, cheese and garlic grits, and andouille sausage

A rack of spices and sauces in a restaurant. they have both Tony C's and Slap Ya Mama spice blends, which proves the authenticity of the establishment

View from Tunnel Mountain looking down on Banff

Yesterday went to Banff with Tannyk to treat myself. Brunch at a Louisiana restaurant (Tooloulou's), up Tunnel mountain, and dinner at the fancy fondue place Grizzly House (not pictured)

a drag queen says it 's my special daaaay while holding a cup ALT: a drag queen says it 's my special daaaay while holding a cup

It's the day of the year I get to pull out the Jimbo gif!

This time both my age digits are the same, maybe that's lucky. Was it lucky any of the other times? Not really XD

Yeah same, makes me feel good about my feed curation when I only get the backlash to the stupidity and none of the stupidity

Random job opportunities pop up and I do what I can, sacrificing healthy habits for more interview prep time. I never get the job and it takes forever to get the habits back

No more of that. If I can't get a better job while maintaining health, it wasn't meant to be

I think there's plans to do a pvp game on stream Tuesday. Going into that as a team might get me some progress with the pvp portion of the anxiety

A previous therapist told me about the anxiety ladder: rank things that make you anxious and purposely expose yourself to the lowest one until the anxiety goes away. Then do the next lowest one etc. The tools are there, just need to gather the energy to use them

Since sometime in the mid 2010s, I've had big anxiety issues around gaming with randos. Used to do it no problem before then. Feeling like it's time to work through it. It's making me very high maintenance in gaming groups

Anyone know an Astrologian (pref) or White Mage who would be up to savage raiding on FFXIV 2-4 hours a week? (Needs to be comfortable with coordinating with a primarily west coast US party) We're progging m10s now and are very comfortable with m9s.

Someone else probably would've invented the binary worldview instead. It saves too much brain processing power (at the expense of so much else but still)

Thank you

What if roller derby but on ice skates? Oh wait that's just hockey

Said to tannyk literally yesterday "I should finally watch all the Evangelion stuff they made after 2001. They're probably done making more at this point"

You're welcome?

Though for the past week I've been waking up half way through the night and not sleeping or sleeping like shit until time to get up, so might just be a cranky baby. Istg I solve one problem and another gets unsolved :P

God damn turns out when I get really confused really unexpectedly, my whole perception of the world turns upside down for a little while then the fight response kicks in. That's one to put in the future therapy notes file

6 Not really sure *how* to push back, but if anyone knows let me know lol. If I figure it out I'll share with the class. Gonna look at how stress reduction affects time perception whenever i get the chance. I think that might lead somewhere (though stress reduction is always easier said than done)

5 in the end, though time stretching with age seems unavoidable, it's probably something to push back against the same way we push back on a lot of unavoidable stuff as we get older. we want to keep going as long as possible in the best way possible, and time moving quicker works against that

4 So when I reach out on my social heartbeat, someone with more time can feel like i got back from light speed travel & they've aged 40 years. And people with more time doing checkins on their social heartbeat can feel really needy to people with less time like "didn't you message 2 seconds ago?"

3 Between work, couples time, maintenance, and fighting entropy in other ways, all the free time that used to be in one day is stretched over a week or more and your perception of time follows.

2 Life moves at a higher bpm in those conditions. You can fit more life in in some ways. I remember reaching out to friends daily, and now those heartbeat checkins are more like monthly or more