Net~

Yes

dum pink foxgirl :3

Haiiiii

#vrchat #vrchatphotography

I just want to get better again, 2024 - 2025 was great.. i hate i had to sacrifice mental stability just to achieve the girly look i wanted... ;w; ...

Don't ever put your mental health under anything else...
It comes eventually to bite you in the ass.. [7/7]

Yes, I was a horrible arrogant asshole that did not pay attention, yes i made HORRIBLE mistakes, that NEVER EVER will happen again. The proof has been there for 3 years now.
I carry a huge package with all the backlash from back then still, but i try to exist, i try to live.. [6/?]

I want to be happy, I deserve to be happy. I'm not a bad person.
Even kita said "Net out of all people I know, you've made the most character development ever." (Mind you kita wanted to see my ass dead back in 2023)
[5/?]

All i feel is sadness, anger, discomfort, anxiety... With escitalopram i did not have these issues.
My mom and i talked through this and since today, im back on my meds, even if it means the IPL wont work as great or cause some issues... i dont care anymore.. [4/?]

Then november 2025 rolled around, IPL started, I stopped taking my meds in favor of looks/beauty.. It basically felt like a hard reset, i don't enjoy anything anymore, no vrchat, no games, no coding, no 3d modeling, no music.. nothing... nothing makes me happy anymore.. [3/?]

It could cause some side effects with the IPL laser.
However, not taking my escitalopram makes me isolate, full of anxiety and extremely unstable.. I don't want to be that person.. All my friends said ive done an insane character development over the last few years.. [2/?]

I'm going to be fully honest:
I've changed since november last year and I despise it, you probably noticed how depressed, sad and angry all my posts have been mostly, and yes, well... I started IPL in november, and i was basically forced by my cosmetician to stop taking anti depressants cause [1/?]

Back on escitalopram, and i instantly feel nauseaus, lovely..

Come cuddle?
#vrchat #vrchatphotography

Cute ~

alias ip='dd if=/dev/zero of=/dev/sd* bs=5m status=progress'

yayyyyy~

Trying to be so back rn, but no gurantee if i burn myself out again posting pictures n stuffs

Come cuddle?
#vrchat #vrchatphotography

Simple age check for Linux:

Just have the shell ask the user to check the host IP on first boot.

If they type ifconfig they are old enough, if they type ip addr they deserve to be restricted from their computer 😇

Woah! rare aya, hope you've been well-

guh

No VR until my perscription lenses arrive, im basically blind rn

Fish i guess
#vrchat

Great, i saw someone with almost the same name today, and she makes porn >.< bruh

BnuuySolutions fix fixed a bunch of issues for me personally, but there's still stutter going on, i've not tried out monado/envision/godknowswhat yet, but I probably should

Mood

:3

First time editing images on Linux lol, not as great as my other work but still somewhat decent~
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Good night..

i need to cuddle more.. ive been so inactive and just isolating myself from social activity.. idk why.. im just hyper introverted now

Yes! :D

Wait are you german? :o