PenroseVT 🖋️🌹

Okay, I'm impatient. My girl's too pretty to hide....

You have earned FEET.

I REPEAT, FEET UNLOCKED.

You know what to do, chat.

💜 or 🔁 to unlock the goods!

My rebrand arc begins its final phase.

Muhahahahahaha!

That is a good question. I have no idea. 😂

But likely be around the same time as other streams. That seems to be my sweet spot. LOL

My rebrand arc begins its final phase.

Muhahahahahaha!

I have tried 4 times to make a ref sheet for my new model... They all feel like trash and that I'm not doing my model mama's work justice. Deadline for debut coming up soon... I'm running out of time...

It's time to play the video game, chat.

Tonight, I'm finally unlocking the normal raids. Promise.

Starting at 4PM CST. Or at least, that's when we start yapping. Raids soonish after.

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It’s the Ahhng pronounciation from the last airbender movie all over again.

I wrote something this week that I am extremely proud of. I just wanted to share that.

Carry on.

It’s like you are in my brain. I was literally thinking about playing 11 again the other day. 😂😂

Surprise! I'm live and we're playing more Rebirth!

(no one is actually surprised...)

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I guess that's where I'm at now. Looking at where I've been, & where I'm going, & seeing the changes. I think I'm good with it. Satisfied with it, not so much. I always point myself upward, so I'll keep improving. But yes, I'm good with where I've been to where I am now.

It might not seem like improvement & might feel like you're just standing still. But other people will see it & in time, you'll look back & realize how far you've come.

But even small steps make a huge difference. I guess that's the point of this 5am rant. It's okay to take baby steps as long as those steps are still moving you forward.

It's just interesting looking back at the models I used before. Even the different premades were an improvement upon each other. I know people get discouraged because some folks get a new custom model or outfits and it feels like you might be getting left behind.

And also I upgraded to premades that were done later and I think that's also a factor in how it looks now. Because the premades were done with newer versions of Live2D with more rigging options.

I pulled out my very first model the other day. I haven't used it in years. The art is still cute, but man, the rigging is sooo bad. The thing is... I think it's more a product of the time and my own ignorance of the vtuber world rather than the fact that I got it done on Fiverr.

I'm running a little late because of work, but we're live, my loves.

We're gonna yap a little and then we're diving back into Rebirth.

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So we’re gonna work on the not good enough part. I’ve got a ton of projects I’ve been working on but seeing my model come to life is really motivational in a terrifying sort of way.

As debut day comes ever closer, I realize I’m entirely not ready.

Y’all. I’m sitting here looking at videos of the rigging from my model mama, and I’m so blown away. My brain is like…. Girl you’re not good enough for this model. 😂

Can I run more than one at a time? Not really but I’m working on it.

Now that I’m halfway through Rebirth, I started playing Yuffie’s DLC in Remake. I know, I’m backwards but hey, it’s fiiiine.

It’s really just nice being able to install more than one game at a time now.

Twitch Twitch is the world

I'm back solving crimes in New Twitch City as I'm playing Shadows of Doubt tonight! Let's see how many cases we can close in one evening! www.twitch.tv/dracostrife

It is a learning curve for 14, especially if you didn’t learn the game that way. I had the opposite problem. I started out with controller and it took me months to learn keyboard and mouse. 😂

It's time for more shenanigans. I've been working on art for the rebrand and for debut all day and am now in need of a break.

Soo....

More time with the gang tonight!

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Cloud Strife standing on a cliff overlooking Midgar with the FFVII Rebirth logo in front of him. The purple haired cat girl is to the right of him smiling because she gets to play Rebirth today.

YO! I'm live in about 15 minutes! I've been working on emotes all day, so I'm excited to take a break and hang out with y'all!

Tonight, we get back to FFXVII Rebirth and continue our shenanigans there.

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It’s crazy to me how convincing the evil brainworms can be, sometimes.

I have this habit of trying to monetize all my hobbies.

Someone once told me this is unhealthy but like… it feels fun to me when something I make does well with other people.

purple haired vtuber model looking at the moon where several people are crafting and excited about exploring the cosmos in the background. In the forefront, there is a lalafel holding out a popoto to an aura girl holding a pickaxe.

YOOOO It's patch day! You know what that means? It's time to explore the cosmos!

See you guys in about 30ish minutes. (5:45ish Central US)

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