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Absolutely incredible stuff, kinda wish I wasn't stuck on source 2 cause I really wanna take advantage of this stuff

"Only up from here" said Vince 2 months ago without realizing there's also the option for life to just completely flat line and not improve at all lol

I need something man, just... anything. At least a place to live at? If my job is shitty at least let me return to something other than a motel room without ventilation.

Let 1 thing go right in my life challenge (impossible)

Alright, a little teaser (extremely early WIP)

Ye, already gonna be getting that, more importantly I need a drivers licence, this place is in the middle of nowhere and I can't stay in temporary housing forever.

i feel so miserable

nope, I lied, it got worse

worlds cutest cat is an accurate description

Warehouse job acquired ✅ Only up from here...

Especially with all the opportunities I got recently. But none of those are worth anything if I don't have money to buy food and have a roof over my head. So having to accept trading in all my progress for that really hurts.

I will have to spend 90% of my time in a warehouse, slowly burning away, and go home to work on my own things in the tiny amount of free time I will have left. And somehow, I'm supposed to keep all this jealousy inside?

Looking at others art just makes me feel empty, like I know what is missing, it just seems so far out of reach.

Guess I'm still young, but the feeling that I don't even get to try, and things getting further and further from me is really hard to swallow.

After all this time and effort, I once again have reached the point where I think it was all meaningless. Nothing I've done in 3D art really means anything to me. It has got me nowhere and the only feeling I have left regarding it is how much I regret doing things the way I have. I wish to try again

Deltarune chapter 4.... This level of cooking is unbelievable man.

I seriously hope a job can fix me up, the depth at which my mental health has fallen to is new to me. Completely lost all enjoyment in almost everything, my entire day feels like a chore.

I wish I could focus less on others, but when I feel like I haven't moved forward an inch in 2 years, if anything, I feel like I only went backwards, it definitely isn't easy to keep my mind clean

I mean, obviously happy for them, but god, I can't help but feel so left behind.

I am the most jealous person to possibly ever exist at this point. Seeing one of my closest friends keep achieving better and better things and clearly progressing with their life as I fail to get even warehouse jobs is... definitely a feeling.

replaying chapter 1 & 2 right now cause I forgot so much, can't wait to experience the new ones but even this brings so much joy to me lol

I think I forgot that the reason I make art is because I want to

Impulse applied to a supermarket position. Next chapter begins here, whether I like it or not.

You bet I will be standing on my feet at the end of this all. And I will be the last person to ever give up, if there's one thing I got it's dedication.

But if I ain't whining and complaining along the way that just wouldn't be me lol

I can't live anymore without money, time to go back to the warehouse. It's acceptance time baby...

And it wasn't a dream job either, probably wouldn't have paid well and it was a freelancer thing, but I would take literally anything. I am the least picky person when it comes to work, but when there is literally no opportunity I can take what so ever... what am I to do?

I've been going through the hardest time of my life for the past months, stressed out of my life, working my ass off, and when finally a slither of light shows through, it is instantly taken away from me, and I am back to where I was again. No job, no money, but a fuck ton of work and stress.

At this point it feels like someone is in control of what's happening to me in my life, and is just making sure it's as entertaining as possible.

mfw after months of trying I get a job opportunity and then it gets instantly taken away because of stuff completely outside of my control. I am going insane.

Just finished it, and it is really good, I just think there's so much more potential here than what the game has shown so far.

Doom the dark ages feels so undercooked...