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Oh! Losing weight, too. 2XL in shirts and a size 3xl in dresses now.

Tsuki was like ‘this is my mound of covers’ when I woke up this morning.

My friend encouraged me to try on a dress I liked, even though I tried to decline. I have gender dysphoria and I’m also very insecure. It is a cute dress, though.

Neat stuff I saw today. I’m a fan of Chopper. ;w;

I had to cancel my appointment for tomorrow because I’m too afraid to ask for help (car ride). Yippee 🎉 social anxiety!!

I eat like a bird now lol. I search the fridge for cheese and sometimes dinner. xD

But you’re right. The only thing is he’s allergic to shrimp. I feel so bad for him cause that’s one of the best options of seafood. I wonder if he likes crab. I’ll have to ask.

Tomorrow is one of my friends birthday. She wants all of us to go to a crab shack place. My partner and I were talking about the prices and he wants us to share a meal since it’s expensive. I’m probably just gonna tell him not to worry about me. He can eat something. I’ll sit there with a drink.

tsuki lapped that food up so much that she had a second bowl of chicken and rice. i'm really happy shes eating. but i'm still so anxious. i'm nervous. my ocd is like 'what if shes worse in the morning' and i'm freaking out on the inside.

Hoping Tsuki will be okay. She hasn’t been well at all today. Hoping the plain food will help her some. If this continues to Wednesday I will need to take emergency comms to swing her by the vet.

I had no right to lift heavy boxes up nearly three flights of stairs today. I should’ve known better considering how my body is a bit fragile. But I wanted to help my friend. I said I would.

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After swallowing my own pride I’ve gone forward w this—despite how much i hate making these posts

Aims to move out for my own sake & my future are falling through financially
Any donations or even shares are appreciated—it’s been a very difficult spot amidst so much going on.

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We had an ice cream date tonight. Mine was cookies & cream. His was mint chocolate chip. 💕

To get samples of the products I wanna make it’s close to $74. Cause I wanna make pre-orders. I’d love the samples first. But damn 😭

Anybody wanna help me out? 👀 I’ll give art. (I’m jk cause asking makes me anxious)

….i wish i had pizza

I had a whole bag of sweet corn for lunch today. 🌟

Her next visit to the vet is in May for bloodwork. Then a spay in June. That’s her appointment, and my plan for her. Here’s to hoping it all works out. 😭 She’s almost ten. She needs this done.

Tsuki photos from today’s adventure to the vet.

I gave Tsuki a greenie treat for going outside and being good. Now she’s trying to bury it and her emotional support lambchop toy in the covers lol

I also tucked her in last night. 🩷

With what money I had leftover after paying my bills on Friday, I got my mp3 player. I downloaded old songs I had on my computer. God, I missed this so much. I can even play the music without earbuds. Never had one like that.

Illustration of the new starter pokemon that will be debuting in gen 10 in 2027

new pokemon starters!!! 🌱💧🔥
#art #pokemon

This was the best curry I had made. I think I will get the spicy mix from now on cause damn,, it’s goooood. This was dinner last night.

I’ve never known love like this. I haven’t ever felt this happy before. I just wish my overthinking and past memories would stop haunting me.

My day was nasty yesterday with the breakdown. My partner brought me Burger King when he got home. 😭 I’ve never had someone care this much. It’s hard to believe there is someone like that for me. But I’m not complaining. I adore Kevin.

Make art that you think is fuckin sick as hell. Make the shit you never thought you could that you always wanted to see. Beat your insecurity to death and fight to become your own favorite artist.

Fanart of rayquaza, groudon, and kyogre from pokemon

rayquaza, groudon and kyogre
🐉🌋🐋 #art #pokemon

Me: give five!

Tsuki: -gives five-

I had I think a fifteen minute breakdown. My face hurts. Started shaking so I’m making my little pizza. 🍕 I’m okay. It was a good cry. Letting stress out.

Last pages. Thanks for looking! I’ll add my wishlist at some point.

And here we see random cards cause I’m too lazy to fix my binder. (I only have one)

The Pokemon I dislike is Bruxish. You will not see it in here.