mea tulpa ⚧️

Drawing of my OC, Raven.

Raven wings~
#art #OC

My Patients Are Getting ADHD Diagnoses at 40. Here’s What’s Really Happening Their masking is so effective that even health care providers miss it.

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”When estrogen fluctuates wildly postpartum or during perimenopause, ADHD symptoms often get dramatically worse. Studies show that up to 70% of women report a significant worsening of ADHD symptoms during perimenopause, yet almost none of them were told this would happen”

#ADHD #AuDHD

i want to be held like a woman i want to be hit like a woman i want to be caressed like a woman i want to be choked like a woman i want to be cut up like a woman i want to be stitched and sewn back together like a woman

girl who is having a hard fucking time

also i hate my stupid fucking feelings i wish they would shut up

the line between self harm and self pleasure becoming increasingly thin

damn bro

try not to sound *too* desperate, okay?

i do not play around lol ask me about unionizing transsexuals incorporated sometime

also that company was doing shady financial shit and when the civil lawyer investigating called me to ask me for info as a former employee he was very pleasantly surprised as to how forthcoming i was lol FUCK those people

to which i said "make me full time so i have insurance bc i will end up hospitalized commuting on the T with the plague on" and they said "OK bitch we will burn u out and then fire u"

unfortunately she was a) just as wealthy as her griftees & b) head of HR and i was temping under her as the 6th person in the dept, and her and her lackeys literally foisted all the work onto me for no pay or credit. also they tried to make me come in TWO MONTHS into shelter in place

i need to be beaten up so bad i need a hot girl to punch me in the head while she hits it from the back

anyways do any mean dykes wanna kick me in the ribs

cmon, u wanna kick the shit outta this thing so bad. u wanna bruise its ribs. cmon

need a girls boot on my neck so bad forreal

my favorite thing about poetry is that it's fundamentally perverse. words are horrible creatures. no one should ever interact with language without PPE. wash your hands. wash them again. you still smell like literary devices. they've gotten into your skin. it's worth it. god help us, it's worth it.

a former boss of mine side gigged as a life coach and it is fully a grift. she knew rich people and charged them out the ass to tell them shit like "do yoga and drink water" lmfao

*flirting* i bet you look really cute when you're throwing up from a gut punch

If the Dems who win in the 2026 midterms get squeamish about prosecuting this administration, we'll need to elect a bunch of new people running on Nuremberg shit for 2028. This isn't a joke. It's the law. It's justice. Biden let Trump back in the WH and this happened because Joe didn't do his job

By the way, if someone is serving for the United States military, it is a bit old fashioned to say "thank you for your service", perhaps try instead: "you are a traitor to the human race."

maddeningly horny

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I am sharing my paypal link again because due to a bunch of surprise expenses at the start of the month I am now short >1k that I need so I can finish moving out of this apartment. Please, please help me this feels so pathetic but the past 6 weeks have been a total nightmare that I want to end.

my abs are so sore from restarting plank days and also punching myself in the stomach alot 🙂‍↕️

i think if patches were real hed be one of them turkish ice cream men what play keep away with the cones

nightmare card rotation

My name is Marisa Kabas, and I'm an independent journalist who publishes The Handbasket. I'm reaching out about a matter that involves your team and that continues to trouble me. In June of last year, Reporters Committee for Freedom of the Press and I filed a FOIA lawsuit against the DC Metropolitan Police Department to compel them to release body camera footage from the March 17, 2025 DOGE raid on the US Institute of Peace. What followed was months of back and forth with their lawyers, arguing why it was in the public interest to release the un-redacted footage in its entirety. Though tiny segments were handed over, that wasn't enough: We wanted all of it.  On February 18, 2026, a DC judge ruled in our favor, and your reporter Mark Segraves sent a kind note of congratulations that day. Then on Monday, March 2nd, the footage was handed over to me and excitedly announced I'd received it and would be reviewing it in the coming days and sharing what I learned. When Segraves emailed me this past Thursday asking for my phone number, I didn't think much of it. But when he called me just before 2pm on Friday to let me know NBC4 Washington would be airing a segment at 5pm, I grew concerned.  Segraves said he'd obtained some of the footage via a FOIA request that week after he heard the footage had been released to me. He said he'd credit the work of RCFP and me, but it was little comfort. I asked if he'd known the day before when he emailed me for my number, why didn't he tell me then? He didn't have a good answer for that. He acknowledged all the hard work I'd done getting this footage released. I asked him if he could hold the story until Monday, to which he replied that he's "not just a blogger" (implying that that's all I am, presumably) and that he'd have to check with his editor. I said fine. Nearly an hour later he called back to say his editor refused to hold the story, but that they were happy to interview me via Zoom to add to the package, and I said I would.

What followed was two hours of furiously writing and posting clips of the footage to Youtube so I could get something published before the 5pm broadcast, and in the midst of that, recording a quick Zoom interview with a person who was about to take credit for my work. At 4:59pm ET, The Handbasket published a piece titled "Police body cam footage shows DOGE knew Institute of Peace was private property during raid." Then I tuned into NBC4 Washington via your website to catch the broadcast, and my instinct to rush to get something out first was proven right.  "It's a story you're seeing first on News4," your newscast began. "For the first time we're getting an inside look at what happened the day the Trump administration took over the US Institute of Peace. News4 obtained more than four hours of police body camera video from that day." What followed was more than six minutes of clips and commentary from Segraves, but it's not until six minutes and 21 seconds into the piece that he mentions my name (mispronounced though he asked for the correct pronunciation on Zoom), "The Handbasket blog," and the RCFP's foundational role in bringing this footage to light. I was angry, but didn't feel there was much I could do. Then I saw the version NBC4 posted to Instagram and TikTok—the video itself made ZERO mention of the RCFP or my work, only briefly acknowledging it in the written caption on Instagram, and not even bothering to do that on TikTok. An average viewer with no background on the case is lead to believe that this footage was released because of your efforts. When I saw that, I decided I couldn't let this go. It's difficult to explain what it's like to spend nearly a year working on a story only to have another reporter and outlet surreptitiously take credit for it; months of work and personal risk only to have another reporter lying in wait to swoop in. What NBC4 did was immoral, unethical, and to be frank, just truly sucked.

I just sent this email to the news director at NBC4 Washington about the unprofessional and disrespectful way they handled publishing the body camera footage of the DOGE raid on the US Institute of Peace that was obtained via my FOIA lawsuit:

I am shocked to learn this is actually underestimating costs, because it ignores the infrastructure costs.

This video is lowballing it.