☄️ rx-93 nu cyrus 🔜 tff

i can't guarantee a fast response to anything rn but i appreciate everyone's nice words for me this past week and thanks for supporting me

i think i may have to take a break again, i've been in an evil nexus of mourning the life that chronic illness took from me over the last few days and being online seems to be making this worse 🫠 my discord is the same username as here if anyone needs to reach me for smth, sorry for being a bummer

gundamtwt classic

i like bright and your posts about them, i think they're both really sweet and cute <3

i got some fresh air today and i kind of want to um, "self-detonate my gundam" a little less now klwekljdslkgj

yapped about my athrun DID headcanon on priv twt and didnt even realize that it was DID awareness day. be aware of him (and also me) i guess

just explained asukira yaoi to my mom (she already knows what yaoi is so i was basically just telling her the lore)

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alc celebrating holi!

they’d probably have fun : )

sorry for all the complaining on here lately guys, i'm in a Torment Nexus and trying to stay as hopeful/silly as possible lmao

the answer to getting past my creative burnout was to experience "lack of medical treatment and answers/diagnosis" burnout, i guess. ummm one door opens another??? i'm suffering a lot but at least i can make things again...????

holding a that

i would be so fucking mad if something called an "acguy" or "z'gok" killed me. you blow me up in one of those things and i'm gonna haunt you

TYYY 🥹🥹🥹

ik i sound like a broken record every time i say this but its just so wild to me whenever i think about it like HUH

you don't realize how fast time goes by until you start hrt because wdym i'll be 11 months on T by the time my next followup appointment rolls around?????? i feel like i was just sitting there for the initial pre-T exam yesterday????????

my next followup is in june, my birth month! i'll be 11 months on T then 🤯

i really needed any kind of good news 😅 also posted this at 11:11 am so im taking that as a sign of something

coming back from my hrt followup appt :] everything is going well/normal! staying at the same dose for the time being so my acne and whatnot can even out/calm down a bit, but yeah!

Wanna helps some disabled queers move out of Texas in August? I’m going to take commissions and put every dollar I make aside for moving.

40 dollars for a flat colored bust, 60 for a half body, 80 for a full body. Extra characters are +75% of base price.

ZZZ

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whipping my bluey wallet out to fetch my id while wearing a matching stitch shirt and shorts at the hrt clinic

thanks 😄

I made them kiss poorly

the algorithm on this website seems to actually like my art so ... thinking.....

i have not had open comms for years because i worry about disappointing people and also i'm very slow bc of disability reasons but shit really is just so bleak rn that i'm strongly considering it djdjfjsjdhdhfb

ok i don't like that i have to open today up on this note but autopay is going to fuck me in the ass over some of these bills soon and also i've been so out of it that i forgot how much it would be to uber to and from my hrt appt this morning 🫠 pls repost if possible, thanks

also what if meer has lop ears eeeee....

Tbh guys that drawing reminded me of why i don't sketch digitally (i feel like my art that comes from digital sketches rather than my physical sketchbook looks worse for some reason 😭) so i'll draw them in my sketchbook first shdjdjdjfhf