Arjuna In Elation 🔥💝

A bit of her, a dash of him~

#ArjunaInElation 🃏❤️‍🔥 is not just inspired by #Sparxie / #AliceInWonderland. Got a #SherlockHolmes vibe too. I'm having a blast writing everyday~

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I find immense joy in drinking white tears flavoured with their own hypocrisy in my tea.

Look at me, I'm a white Catholic with trashy but trendy opinions and I can farm engagement! Please validate me! I promise you I can make you happy! I promise to give you Heaven and Paradise, but only after your death! Please oh pleaseee follow meee~~~

#lameass #superlame #reallyawful

And I know my White Boy Preacher Stalker™ is gonna attempt to rob my strength and authenticity but with SUCH a popular account, they have no room to talk.

They're just one particularly persistent fish in the sea that won't shut the fuck up about literally anything that does not concern them.

Wait did I actually cook really hard there⁉️

READ IT AND WEEP.

I WAS NOT PUT ON THIS EARTH TO BE UNDERSTOOD BY ANYONE.

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me~

No one except my friends really understand, and they can only really understand as much as outsiders can.

But this is okay. I was not put on this Earth to be understood by the world.

I was put on this Earth to understand, and to love.

I'll stand out from the crowd, because it's who I am.

But they're more than characters.

They're MUSES. They live within and grow with me, just like they grow in my writing.

They teach me about me, about life, and about love.

And most of all, about humanity and what it all really means.

It's spiritual and it's real, and it makes me overjoyed.

One thing I will always, always, ALWAYS be grateful for is the love I cherish so dearly between myself and my sacred Muses.

They're reflections of me and bring the best of me forth to my creativity. I just choose one or two or all, weave a little magic, and they come to life on the page.

Powerful! 💪🏾💥‼️

A bit of her, a dash of him~

15468 total words now~ I introduced an insert of my best friend into the work!

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Emoji of Sparxie chuckling with a crying Sparkle mask. Characters are from Honkai: Star Rail.

Oh, and Alistair? Absolutely ADORABLE playlist you got there. Too bad you weren't the first to think of it, huh?

Thank you EVER so much for the confirmation you totally listen to mine~ That really gets me going, HAHA!

And here's a sweet, hot, juicy *tip* for you: Yours? Just isn't worth my time~

And well, it's your choice. Do you want to find out who you really are?

As a cult survivor twice over, I know what it's like!

It's a rollercoaster, one that never ends, and best believe you better be prepared for where it takes you~

Just know that if a Catholic comes up to you with "oh but the Bible is really good once you actually read it 🥺" it's a good idea to run in the opposite direction.

Cuz that is a cult advocate, someone who will attempt to strip you of everything you are, no matter how "leftist" they claim to be LMFAO

They live seeing only what they want to see in the world around them -- only the fear, despair and coercion they themselves replicate.

This is what makes them hypocrites.

Perpetuating centuries old cycles of violence they so vocally claim to fight against.

The religious, posing as chill, ha~!

They use underhanded and coercive, manipulative, shock value techniques to try to take back control because if they don't, their lives are worthless.

Numbers mean everything to them, yes-man friendships feed their ego. They can only follow in the real ones' footsteps and stay part of the crowd.

Hypocrisy in white people is motivated by an innate sense of insecurity and fear that they are unnecessary to, say, a Desi woman's journey of liberation.

They rage and seethe and squirm in their trembling little boots because they want to be the ones in control and in power.

Take care of yourself! 💝

A bit of her, a dash of him~

I truly gain so much inspiration from music. Anyone else in the same boat~?

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A bit of her, a dash of him~

WORDCOUNT AS OF TODAY IS 14059 LET'S GET THIS BREADDDDDD 💥💥💥💥

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A bit of her, a dash of him~

I genuinely add new songs to the playlist everyday omg.

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You're so sweet! Thank you so much! 💝

If anything, I get more attention than ever! In all sorts of ways~

I get the love and the hate, the purity and the obsession, the joy and the turmoil, and it's exhilarating.

I think my life has always been meant to be an adventure. I'm thrilled to say I wouldn't wanna be anyone else.

My bestfriend is always hilarious but they peak when mocking the people I've bailed on for ignoring me.

This has been a consistent for 10 years and it's evolving everyday, I adore them! ❤️‍🔥

As for the people I ditched, I'm no longer attracted to people who ignore me, so I broke the cycle lol 🤣

I don't know enough people who are really active on here to tag anyone but this is so lovely!

Maybe one day I'll participate in one of these tag games too, hehe~!

I'm happy people on here celebrate the community they have! It's truly priceless. 💃🏾

a young boy wearing a donald duck shirt is sitting at a table Alt: a young boy wearing a donald duck shirt is sitting at a table and headbanging

Beg, Destroy, Surrender, More~

It's because I have nothing to prove to you, or anyone here, that you'll suffer and suffer from the agony of your obsessive curiosity.

Oh, but I suppose saying all this will still make what little imagination you have run wild, huh? Oopsie~

And oh, I bet that drives you mad, doesn't it? That you can never know every little detail about me, my wives, my friends, my collaborators, everyone who learns from me?

That you'll never know the nature of the depth, richness and fulfillment of my everyday?

I will hold this grudge forever and ever because I think it's funny that some white boy is so pressed about a Desi woman's innate power, freedom and authenticity, but just know, sweetums, that just like you?

My life is hidden from public eye.

You have no idea what kind of magic I live, everyday~

If that's a Catholic's wisdom, I'll be stupid, actually.

I'll be wholly, completely, stupidly HUMAN -- not some caged, fucked up, miserable excuse for a human being.

I'm so grateful to be me because even now, typing this out, I know I am happy and Alistair is miserable.

And that means I've won.