Cant talk to anyone about it really... because its so technically harmless but idk i do want to get better .. its just so hard bc ive had to realise its been going on for over a year now and its so hard to try and cut down and be reasonable
The worst thing abt having a * addiction is the fact that u really cannot talk about it because its like... technically this isnt affecting ur physical health and its so embarassing to even talk to a therapist about... but like i knowww its not good.. so i gotta figure it out alone 😭
Me: Are you still vegetarian?
James (friend): Are YOU still autistic?
Its so unrealistic when max is like being nice amd helping feorge thru a panic attack like bro he does not know the box method..he has not and will never go to therapy he is too much of a Man
When a fic got alusions and mentions of eating disorders u know its abt to hit
Being a piastri fan is a humiliation ritual at this point
And their arguement...just kept repeating the same stuff... not listening.. and then hitting the guy with the abusive dad with the "ur not that different from ur dad after all" like dude... its 3am... i got a race in an hour..im not sleeping...and ur wasting my time w this bullshit?
I was like huh its chapter 8 in a 22 chapter slow burn and theyre already confessing. i wonder if the conflict going forward is going to be actually well written or just dumb melodrama... well boys... i hate to tell you...it was dumb melodrama
Im serious omg it was as if a bomb had gone off in my stomach
Also do not go for a 45 minute walk after dinner. You will almost shit urself
Formula one mpreg fanfic written by a civil rights lawyer. Incredible stuff
I love when mpreg fics delve into like the societal structure and opression males who get pregnant face like damn im glad this is only a fictional issue and not something that happens in the real world to people that get pregnant.....
Thank god for modern technology and translators... i wuldnt be able to read beautiful and moving formula 1 fanfictions in chinese without them.. what a time to be alive
You know what. Fuck it. Oscar to red bull. Who even cares anymore. Anything better than the shit theyre pulling at mclaren
AND NOT ONLY LOSE BUT LOSE TO LANDO NORRIS.... HOW HUMILIATING.. AND WHO KNOWS WHAT THE GRID WILL LOOK LIKE NEXT YEAR.. IF OSCAR GETS CUCKED OUT OF WINNING A CHAMPIONSHIP FORWVER... I WILL NEVER LIVE A HAPPY LIFE
At least i culdve picked a driver that wasnt in contention so i didnt have to feel the pain of watching him lose a championship right in front of my eyes...why culdnt i have fixated on kimi or george or god even yuki... no i had to chose the gay autistic australian... and now i get to watch him lose
Wish i culd go back in time to august and stop myself from getting into f1.. maybe i culdve kept my tom cruise hyperfixation.. maybe i culdve hyperfixated on conclave... but no... I chose this stupid gay sport...
Aw shit i imbedded the wrong link. THIS IS THE ONE. PLEASE READ THIS
archiveofourown.org/works/73249696
I have genuinly never read something so beautiful. Please do urself a favour. Its 8k words its so quick but it genuinly made me cry its so gorgeous
archiveofourown.org/works/730145...
So funny when george and maxs internal conflict isn't about the fact that they like men...its about the fact that they like each other. So funny. Like no being gay is fine i just hate this particular guy
Giving an unrated fic a chance and then no smut... im sitting here so blueballed rn
"He reckons oscars homophobic" 😭😭😭 oscar catching strays like maybe its bc yall are weird as hell
This why gax the best f1 ship like they both have daddy issues out the wazoo and deal with their complexes in such different ways and its like.. fbejcbwnxkqkd you know?
Actually teared up fr watching this like damn...daddy issues got HANDS...
The moment i see the word my dick gets hard like oh its so good.. every gax fic shuld be mandated to have max call george princess
WHEN MAX CALLS GEORGE PRINCESS IN A FIC YOU KNOWWWW ITS GUNNA BE GENERATIONAL PEAKKKKK
FUCK THATS SO TRUE
This is so sick but omg what does the acronym stand for.. Ass Really Incredible Actually?
GOD BLESS CHINA.. YOUR YAOI IS KEEPING ME ALIVE