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Be my Valentine?! 🐕🍫💖

Pretty frustrated at having to fix my bike every day.

But it works a little better each time i guess. Just struggling to have time for myself between working and chores.

Cant even draw or explore without needing to do a ton of prep and planning. I need money coming in BADLY. shits got me drowningg

for Umbre 👀

show them who you really are
cw feral

Having forced to move in with familt thats at least 500km away from anyone i know is truly fucked up dude.

Back to square one, but also more broke on top of it ✨️

God i hate living in an age where im subjected to excessively low quality and shitty content with advertisements at every corner.

I would kill to just get out and see a friend or something and do stuff together. Thus suckss

Very!

Yeah! DR650. its a great travel bike, if you can handle all the wind in your face haha

When its not on fire!! But i have plans to fly overseas and visit other places where creatures i love reside.

I would love to cross the desert on my Suzuki though

If things go poorly, ill try ti make the most of it at least.

I want few things in life, and as long as i get to ride a motorcycle across the country or see my friends, ill be happy to endure it.

Thank you ❤️

Hoping for the better news!
I just wanna rest and be at peace 😭 everything is unbearable

But yeah

Having bleeding, possibly losing weight, tired all the time, sudden bowel movements and discomfort.
Its a lot of bad signs.

Ive been stressed since half of last year. Breakup, debt, forced to find new places to live, etc.

Its been too much

Its very scary and uncertain atm. Will need to get blood test results, maybe an X-Ray, scoped. Its not the best start to my year

Have to see doctors again to make sure i havent got cancer, medical issues are still going on with my bowels which have been very sudden.

I have a lot of the symtoms of either IBD or rectal cancer and its been a bit stressful lately.

Hopefully its only as bad as IBD or Colitis but i have no idea

People wonder why i get so easily pissed off and with trust issues, why i struggle to express myself and open up.

Why i struggle to allow myself to be around new people or smile.

Its always been who i was but i have never wanted to be this way, i was forced to be this way my entire life.

Lord knows i need to be on medication 24/7 and have people to help me with living to a good enough standard because i cant manage on my own, not at this point anyway.

I really want to have stability for once, theres not been a moment to breathe with all the stress.

Cant even tell what people to trust anymore with such personal things.
Or that it is taken seriously, that people would care enough to be mindful of things that affected me

Its been horrid. Lonely. Painful.

Sincerely struggling atm in life.
Every angle and at every possible stage i have felt abandoned, ignored, lied to and used.

For years ive been scraping my way to get better and all of that went to nothing with the single most insulting way possible.

I just want to be myself dude, i want to live.

he ate too much hotpot :(

[ #anthroart #furryart #art ]

OH MY GOSH THIS YEEN

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Finding out your ex is dating someone theyve been increasingly seeing more than you before your relationship ended does start to make you think that they cheated on you lmao

Same colors,, fuck yeahh ❤️✨️

another lazy burr doodle

#feral #feralnsfw

Im going crazy for this

And the gameplay is STILL as deep as a puddle.

Cosmetics are sorely basic in customisation for the games demographic, combat is not satisfying, interaction with other players are rare or uneventful and the stability with locomotion during transit is absolutely abysmal. Genuinely upsetting.

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