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https://fullstackracc.com sup grunts i post shit and kiss women transsexual nonbinary bitch and i stream on twitch pronouns: she/her or vae/vaer 35 for the next 4 years Codes stupid shit occasionally
Look, just rolling this into the monthly needs for March because I have no other options at this point and if I wait for this to clear I'm gonna be fucked for the bills I need to pay this month.
Please help if you can, please boost if you can. I'm so tired.
#helpsky #mutualaid
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I'm excited for more skyblock with my friend Neeko
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anyway, in less frustrated and barely holding it together news, I did get my recert on the responsive web design course, so I am happy about that.
On to Javascript
like yall love posting shit that we can't do anything about that's only gonna serve to push someone over the edge, but getting people to boost us begging for support is like pulling teeth.
I'm fucking tired of the bullshit.
fucking exhausting man.
Either link to the goddamn publication and vet it, or keep the shit off the feed so you don't end up unintentially being the thing that pushes some poor fucking trans person over the edge to finally just end themselves.
Take some goddamn responsibility with what you post.
im gonna be honest, i think at this point it's extremely disingenuous to be posting screenshots of a headline talking about trans people being targetted by a new and unfortunately comprehensible evil without a link.
There have been too many articles going around that are just fearbaiting and it's
"mOnEY woNt solVe AlL yOuR PRobLems"
Bitch, there is not a single problem in my life that more money could not solve right now, today.
Food, Rent, Meds, The Cost of going outside.
Just removing the constant worry alone.
Anyway heres my kofi if you want to Help or Sub.
ko-fi.com/pankraru
update good goddamn that's a lot of theory sections up front
which makes sense but boy howdy that's gonna get real old real quick.
maybe I just take a break now so I can come at it fresh im doing not great tbh
okay, waiting on my test to get graded to see if I have my new responsive design cert, so I feel like i can move on to test out the new JS sections.
hopefully this will feel like less of a slog (i much prefer programming to CSS in all aspects)
huggy time :0
care about u so many
love wife so many
im tired, i'm sorry i have to keep counting on the generosity of other people to continue to live to hopefully eventually get to a place where I can at least be kind of stable and I'm just fucking tired.
i dunno what to do anymore man. i really don't.
white cishet dispshit who uses Claude to do coding seems to be pretty hot to hire right now though so that's massively disheartening.
honestly at this point I just don't know what to do anymore and I'm so tired of begging. I just want to live man. i just want a job
Sorry about being annoying with the mutual aid post but fuck man I got nothing else I can do at this point.
I've been job hunting for like 6 months and I'm exhausted. Despite me being qualified, disabled trans woman seems to be a pretty big fucking nullifier for most people
Yeah no I think I gotta head off for tonight. Its already late and I'm just *not* in the mental space to be here.
See y'all again when I do
*hug*
It probably will, just gotta keep moving forward
Like I aint mad at the people that are but goddamn it feels rough to see people with BA or FFS crowdfunds and I'm like "yeah that would actively improve my mental health and well-being but instead I gotta try and get bills and shit paid" and it just sucks man
I wish I could try to crowdfund gender affirming surgery but because of how the world is I gotta crowdfund for gas and the ability to pay my bills.
I just wanna be stable man I'm so tired of constantly being on edge and in survival mode, yknow
it's been 2 hours.
please?
$0/31
i really hope they will admit me because i haven't paid the $916 minimum
please help if you can 🙏🏽
hey y'all, this is one of the preeminent journalists of our time, and she's about to lose everything. if you have a few bucks, everything helps. we all know that becoming unhoused is a death trap, so if you've read this far, please at least consider reposting 🩷 thank u love u happy hump day
hey, so, this is wildly irresponsible "reporting" that seems to be for the express purpose of garnering fear clicks from trans women, and idk why nobody's calling this out. This Is Not Happening, Nor Will It Ever Happen. thread.
Ye
im really tired, but i got almost 800 words out. I wanna flesh it out more, but even just having a baseline right now is good weh.
gonna probably take a break
its always the fucking needle
just a few days ago i was having a PTSD episode about the automattic CEO taking over here, and within MINUTES the needle staff appeared in my replies
they proudly boasted that inflammatory triggering content gets them "the most clicks". fuck them, do not share
just a heads up, that article going around about the FDA and a 'registry of trans women' comes from The Needle 'News', who have a track record of sensationalist and inflammatory reporting, take anything they say with a grain of salt until someone else backs it up
hip starting to hurt should probably move to comfy chair maybe i will accidentally nap who could say (not me)
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old friend 🦊✨
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