I used to be an edgelord as a kid, I thought it was funny to make dark jokes and make fun of people that I knew nothing about. Later on, around 6th grade, I had a life changing moment, and I started to change and grow up. I wanted to be better than I was as a child, and I still am continuing to learn how to do that every day. I thank god for those who were able to help and be patient with me, when others around me were not. Even today, there are those that are helping me navigate where I have gone wrong, and educate me on how to do better, and I am thankful for them as well. With that said, this is one of those times where I fucked up. Regardless of the events that transpired and my intentions, regardless of how short the time was during all of these events, at the end of the day, I was transphobic. I am sorry for using incorrect pronouns, I am sorry for deadnaming Eddie. I’m sorry for any pain that my words or actions have caused. It was inexcusable, especially considering how negative our mental health was during that time. At the end of the day, I’m still pushing myself to do better. And I will continue to do so even with my mistakes. I want to be part of a better world, where people try to understand each other instead of hating them for being different. There’s already too much hate in the world, and I don’t want to contribute to it. Going forward, I plan on taking a break from Bluesky and Streaming for a bit, speaking with those close to me in order to educate myself more on LGBTQIA+, and continuing to improve myself. I also plan on putting my money where my mouth is, and donating my streaming proceeds towards The Trevor Project. Thank you. Signed Hero
