look how far I've come since August. sheesh.
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happy belated cake day!!
the conference drained the will to live out of me.
one day with a friend restored it slightly.
now omw to visit the family for a day.
and tomorrow I'm finally home again.
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*squints
is this Roy, perchance? ๐ or am I tripping?
the business trip is so unbelievably draining. I might need a complete social reset after that.. but with the holidays approaching, I don't think I'll get that ._.
me: yay, business trip!
also me: eww, outside world :v
getting back into writing. and in English of all things. all because of a hyper fixation.
I really am a Jack of all trades at this point.
I remembered I have an account here! wooh!
I hate my brain.
*shakes brain aggressively
PRODUCE HAPPY CHEMICALS, YOU PIECE OF SHIT. PLEASE.
Volt + Eddie + oc
Ok ok, wanted to color this part. NOW BACK TO THE GAME, I HAVE A DOOR TO KISS.
nothing better than walking the razor-thin line between a full-on mental breakdown and a manic god complex.
cosplay crafting. Iโm crafting.
I am not okay after that Bad Omens release.
I now have 2hrs remaining to vibe to this before Bad Omens will destroy me completely.
fun times ๐ฅฐโจ
a meme with the caption 'hear ye! hear ye! Shower Song is out now!'. it depicts an older drawing of a rider on a horse, yelling at another person in his night robe who's looking out a window of a small house
hot single 1 out of 2 just dropped. go listen to this. it is very good content ๐๐ค
open.spotify.com/track/6ur9gl...
work is when there's a very present and very important deadline and my brain still decides that now is the perfect time to dust my shelves. reorganize my desk. maybe do laundry. ๐ค
"how dare you take me to the unfriendly, poking human. in this little box, no less! perish!"
classic ๐๐งก
not Jing Yuan's wish in the current Holy Grail event being "For Yanqing to grow up safe and sound."
my poor, battered heart can't take this anymore.
#HonkaiStarRail, please, ๐๐๐๐ QwQ
this feeling when you havenโt touched blender in what feels like 30 years, you've forgotten absolutely everything, and now you're speedrunning the donut tutorial for the 25th time again.
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not me, playing #DateEverything to gather screenshots for Eddie while a certain The Summoning cover plays on my Spotify and the boyfriend messes around in Dying Light 2 in the background on full volume.
@alphaaniki.bsky.social 's everywhere. I can't escape anymore. help.
anyway, what's up gamers. I'm planning my Eddie cosplay right now, because #DateEverything also has me in a chokehold and these two dorks won my heart.
like all the others.
but Eddie and Volt for like 3.6% more.
yikes.
day 33.550.337
I'm still not okay about this. I try to distract myself with other fictional characters, but to no avail.
I hate it here. #HonkaiStarRail
buying new glasses for 300โฌ, so I can cry in 4K
*hits table repeatedly*
I WON'T SURVIVE ANOTHER THREE PATCHES OF STORY.
#HonkaiStarRail, PLEASE. ๐ญ I want to cry happy tears for ONCE!
I'm not even mad anymore that Phainon basically cost me all my jade and gave me a Blade first time around.
I AM STILL CRYING. #HonkaiStarRail
I need to play #DateEverything after that for wholesome chaos instead of emotional damage.
I'm crying for 20mins now. It's mostly @joshuawaters.bsky.social fault, as well as the other cast of the 3.4 HSR patch.
but mostly Phainon.
phew ๐ญ๐ (it's too good. you people outdid yourselves. I need to lay down now and contemplate my life.)
