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Now I clean the desk, I kind of got out of hand

Turn A Gundam model on a messy desk

Incredibly messy desk shot of the Turn A Gundam model I finished.

I need to fix the panel lines on his gun and some bits but he’s looking good.

Today was uneventful. Guts are still feeling funny so I’m taking it easy trying to catch up with everyone I miss.

It’s been too long not engaging with people more often. Sharing stuff and what not.

I’ll be spending the weekend sketching a ton of stuff, hopefully work comes in but if not 🤷‍♂️

I’m pumped full of steroids, finally have medication. I’m feeling funny but I’m itching to really get back to work.

If you have any projects that need an artist, I am available now.

If anyone was interested in reading my comics (for free!) I have them up on Webtoon.

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I’m pumped full of steroids, finally have medication. I’m feeling funny but I’m itching to really get back to work.

If you have any projects that need an artist, I am available now.

It’s been quite harrowing

Thank you

I’m in that cautious optimism phase, I’m pumped full of steroids, medication is in. I feel funny but I’m functioning

A solid 2 months of pure agony. Lost a lot of blood, that’s for sure.

This should help with recovery and healing, hopefully regulating things again so I don’t fall down the stairs again metaphorically.

Now I’m ready to get back to working my ass off. I just need opportunity to do so. In the meantime I’ll be making some things on my own and seeing where that goes and getting back to learning 3D sculpting and other things I put off.

Reflecting on things, my semi exile with social media really helped. I needed a good solid break from chasing interactions and trying to be a social butterfly, we all know I suck at that, instead turning inward.

Doing stuff outside of everything, building Gundam kits I had around.

So far so good, we will see in a week or so if it’s doing anything.

I have good news.

I actually got medication, granted it’s a generic that’s kinda sorta like what I was taking but I took the first shot last night.

The new injection pen is one of those push down ones, I like it better than the button one, hurts less.

(I’m a giant bitch about needles)

It’s a dead platform for most uses. I found out that I’m shadow banned so hard I pretty much don’t exist

QRP with your skull art!!
#darkart #skulls

I reported it, that really sucks man

OH right on, that’s cool. I’m still at the point of trying to make basic thing just be shaped like things, never even thought of all the extra stuff

Looks cool to me but I’m a super novice still, I have no idea what I’m looking at, my best guess is something for texture layout?

I’m hilariously wrong, right?

Also the doc has me on steroids for my flare ups, and all it’s done is make me ravenously hungry and wanting to tear the doors off the house.

Next week new medication, hopefully.

Then we see if I recover

So I’ve been quiet, trying to keep chill, still have to deal with a fallen tree, it’s quite big so it’ll take a bit, trying to chop as much as I can out then call people to take care of the stump and the stuff near the electrical wires.

Trying to get costs down prior if I can.

Yeah I’m glad I let my old family plan lapse, so right when the 2 came out I got the single with expansion.

Chibi robo is charming as fuck.

But as of this week it’s resident evil… I love the more recent ones

New game with the wife.

Watch European restoration channel on YouTube.

Take bets on if it’s going to be a weird lighter or not.

It’s almost always a weird lighter

It’s every worst case scenario on every level.

I ended up getting all of the pikmin releases for switch semi recently and decided to go through them, but a lot of the time I end up playing chibi robo since they added that

I pretty much didn’t do social media much at all.

I also didn’t accomplish much.

Instead I was practicing getting rid of seam lines in gunpla.

Trying to get the funk out so I can draw. I’ve also made small notes for a comic.

I did shoot my shot on Twitter, but in case it gets buried (the algorithm hates me) I’ll do so here as well.

I have a post with some samples and I would love to work with you.

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I am very available

Then I couldn’t decide on what actual stuff I’d have in the store or how to really operate that stuff efficiently.

But yeah I’m paying $10 a year to park

I renewed my domain, though I still haven’t done anything with it since help I was getting skipped out on me, the plan was an easily updatable portfolio/store site.

Had no real budget being a broke artist so it was to be reasonable and stuff I could mostly do myself with a bit of guidance.