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Oh, yeah

It’s MAR10 day.

I’d put on the hat if I had one.

I’m at the “shut it all down and disappear” phase again.

I feel like I can’t ask for help. I have nowhere to go. Everything I’ve done so far hasn’t changed circumstances.

I don’t exactly have friends to confide in.

I’m also sick so that might be a big part of the feeling. I just want to work

Ok… not seeing the point.

Man I’m trying my best. The chaos of the world is really crushing down on me.

My wife is out of work, I’m out of work.

What the hell are we supposed to do right now?

Pen drawing of multiple beings made of black void of space with symbols and patterns in white adorning their bodies like jewelry or tattoos while the one more prominently front and center looks to contain stars or is a portal to deep space. They stand in front of a series of pillars with different alien faces embedded in them along with various stone and bone arches and shapes that flow upwards towards ruins that are vaguely Roman aqueduct in nature that flow up into walls that look like a ruined stone castle or cathedral set beneath a purplish blue sky with shadowy artificial structures barely visible and stars shining in the sky.

Pen drawing of a long limbed creature kneeling on a stone and bone looking arch etched with sigils and other . The beings head has three white circles for a face and the head flares into wing like structures resembling more fungal growths than butterfly wings. The arch contains sinewy and arterial patterns, textured bony ridges with globules rising up from the top of it into the air with the sky behind the creature dominated by a crescent of red and orange looming large in the sky.

Pen drawing of a human figure with most of their face "shattered" and showing a star in their third eye, while the left side of their face is intact with the right showing stars while their body is flanked by a series of vertical columns of arcane or alien symbols. There is a glowing orb in front of them as they sit in a cross-legged pose in front of a Torii styled gate with three smaller figures under it. Flanking the gate are winged beings with a bright, shining star in the middle of their faces with angled pillars radiating out from the base. The rest of the scene flows into twisted bio-mechanical shapes and fluted columns.

Pen drawing of a space-suited figure reaching towards a portal with a multi-eyed and limbed being visible through the break in reality while around them the environment distorts into twisted and loose metal with dangling wires as the portal undermines local space-time. Further away from this distortion, on the right side of the page is a figure with melted features, also in a suit, but hooked into devices attached to the wall that is mostly intact and made up of various pieces of industrial looking equipment.

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Now I clean the desk, I kind of got out of hand

Turn A Gundam model on a messy desk

Incredibly messy desk shot of the Turn A Gundam model I finished.

I need to fix the panel lines on his gun and some bits but he’s looking good.

Today was uneventful. Guts are still feeling funny so I’m taking it easy trying to catch up with everyone I miss.

It’s been too long not engaging with people more often. Sharing stuff and what not.

I’ll be spending the weekend sketching a ton of stuff, hopefully work comes in but if not 🤷‍♂️

I’m pumped full of steroids, finally have medication. I’m feeling funny but I’m itching to really get back to work.

If you have any projects that need an artist, I am available now.

If anyone was interested in reading my comics (for free!) I have them up on Webtoon.

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I’m pumped full of steroids, finally have medication. I’m feeling funny but I’m itching to really get back to work.

If you have any projects that need an artist, I am available now.

It’s been quite harrowing

Thank you

I’m in that cautious optimism phase, I’m pumped full of steroids, medication is in. I feel funny but I’m functioning

A solid 2 months of pure agony. Lost a lot of blood, that’s for sure.

This should help with recovery and healing, hopefully regulating things again so I don’t fall down the stairs again metaphorically.

Now I’m ready to get back to working my ass off. I just need opportunity to do so. In the meantime I’ll be making some things on my own and seeing where that goes and getting back to learning 3D sculpting and other things I put off.

Reflecting on things, my semi exile with social media really helped. I needed a good solid break from chasing interactions and trying to be a social butterfly, we all know I suck at that, instead turning inward.

Doing stuff outside of everything, building Gundam kits I had around.

So far so good, we will see in a week or so if it’s doing anything.

I have good news.

I actually got medication, granted it’s a generic that’s kinda sorta like what I was taking but I took the first shot last night.

The new injection pen is one of those push down ones, I like it better than the button one, hurts less.

(I’m a giant bitch about needles)

It’s a dead platform for most uses. I found out that I’m shadow banned so hard I pretty much don’t exist

QRP with your skull art!!
#darkart #skulls

I reported it, that really sucks man

OH right on, that’s cool. I’m still at the point of trying to make basic thing just be shaped like things, never even thought of all the extra stuff

Looks cool to me but I’m a super novice still, I have no idea what I’m looking at, my best guess is something for texture layout?

I’m hilariously wrong, right?

Also the doc has me on steroids for my flare ups, and all it’s done is make me ravenously hungry and wanting to tear the doors off the house.

Next week new medication, hopefully.

Then we see if I recover

So I’ve been quiet, trying to keep chill, still have to deal with a fallen tree, it’s quite big so it’ll take a bit, trying to chop as much as I can out then call people to take care of the stump and the stuff near the electrical wires.

Trying to get costs down prior if I can.

Yeah I’m glad I let my old family plan lapse, so right when the 2 came out I got the single with expansion.

Chibi robo is charming as fuck.

But as of this week it’s resident evil… I love the more recent ones

New game with the wife.

Watch European restoration channel on YouTube.

Take bets on if it’s going to be a weird lighter or not.

It’s almost always a weird lighter

It’s every worst case scenario on every level.