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illustration of hatsune miku from the waist up in a heisei themed anime art style holding one hand up to her headphones and waving at the viewer while smiling there is text on the right side that says "Miku Day 2026" "catastrothy"

happy miku day!
#ミクの日

illustration of hatsune miku from the waist up in a heisei themed anime art style holding one hand up to her headphones and waving at the viewer while smiling there is text on the right side that says "Miku Day 2026" "catastrothy"

happy miku day!
#ミクの日

it’s so much more freeing this way

me as a young teen: fuck dude i love fat women and moe stuff so much!!!!
me as a young adult: Hmm… i must make only the most pure chaste art with realistic proportions. can’t portray anything Yucky… only socially acceptable stuff!
me now: fuck dude i love fat women and moe stuff so much!!!

i feel very content with my creative abilities lately. im finally able to draw the kind of stuff i always wanted to draw… i have the skills to translate the ideas in my head onto paper!! and its awesome!!!!!!!

doing some style studies for miku day lalalalala

i also decided that i am making this particular OC universe into an omegaverse because i can do what i want and i have free will

ive been trying to design my MC for my current project and i hope it reaches the crowd who love kind of shitty women who love smoking and drinking

happy womens day im a women and i love women yay

2018 vs now

by 2030 all of my art will be moeblobs

also looking at my old art vs now it's very funny seeing the gradual moefication of my art

ive been looking through megami magazine for the most part and i wish i could absorb some of this art into my body

something about 2000s anime art styles just hits different for me man. maybe it's cuz 2010~2011 is when i first really started being online but stuff from like 2008-2012 really hits a nostalgic spot for me

ive spent my morning looking at really old anime magazine scans its awesome

i actually have the original PSD as well, which means maybe sometime we can try rigging it on stream...? would be interesting comparing it to my latest model i made :D

post so nice you make it twice

waoh.. i found my very first vtuber design that i made before i even made paprika... i thought i lost it forever

today i found algae in our coffee machine

salmon is soooo good. maybe i was a bear in my past life or something

i wish i had been able to find some miso.... in the end i ended up going with a broth using hondashi, soy sauce, and mirin! very tasty

salmon, cabbage, rice cake, vermicelli, tofu, imitation crab, and onion hotpot

i made hotpot :D

up til now ive always had a lot of trouble trying to learn blender to try and model 3d characters but then recently realized it’s way easier using it to make bgs instead
i might come back & try modeling characters again but for now ive had a lot more fun making scenery lol

im not denying that VNs are rooted in porn bc well… they are, and it’d be disingenuous to say they’re not!
but to assume it’s all ONLY ever porn when there is a literal genre about VNs that make you cry really hard and feel really emotional is… something… lol…… plus there’s umineko, planetarian, etc

this got more attention than i expected but when ppl think every single VN ever is shallow horny goonerslop with no plot and only controversial tropes it makes me want to scream LMFAO

i should make my own monster girl VN. i have the power. i have the ability

this is how it feels when i see ppl parodying VNs who haven't actually read any and assume it's all shallow dating sims

there's not even anything wrong with dating sims!!! dating sims are fun!!!!!

this is how it feels when i see ppl parodying VNs who haven't actually read any and assume it's all shallow dating sims

im currently juggling muv luv extra, fruit of grisaia, and nekopara atm!!! but i have a lot already added to my wishlist for the future hehehe