DiscoveringFiona

I've posted a longer message on my YouTube channel, if you are interested in reading more about the situation, as well as my feelings 💕

www.youtube.com/post/UgkxCdS...

Around 3 and a half months since I was sat in a hospital room in Thailand, so close to bottom surgery, now, I am once again so far away from it. In brief, I've cancelled the postponement and was refunded. I'm doing my best to keep my head up, and making the most out of my time (Hence the photos) 💕

Transitioning Outside Your Comfort Zone YouTube video by Discovering Fiona

Guess who forgot to promote their new video? Surely couldn't have been me 💕 today is about what I call uncomfortable comfort zones, how they can affect transition, and how you need a little leap of faith to start making them comfortable again 💕

Hope it helps!

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My phone died just as I got out onto a rooftop to see the lunar eclipse last night! So I can't share a picture of my view, but I can confirm it was beautiful 💕 I was also joined by a big spider! A friendly fellow, but gave me a little fright as he appeared out of nowhere. It is Australia after all 💕

I should really remember to post here more often! I know it was a couple of days ago, but I feel blessed that Mardi Gras happened so shortly after my move here 💕 with all the queer and trans joy, I couldn't feel more welcome here! It was a lovely night 💕 and I know more await me here

Sick Fiona buried under plushies in bed

Unfortunately, that cold I mentioned in my last post persisted, and a sore throat with a nasty cough aren't very compatible with filming 😭I'm mostly recovered now, so new video is in the works and will be out soon 💕Just please be a little patient with me! 💕

Fiona posing in front of the Sydney Opera House and Harbour Bridge

So as people here may know from me sharing FairyPrincessLucy's post, but I am currently in Australia... And will be a while! 💕

I'm planning on explaining a little more in the next video, although, I'm rather ill so nothing has been set in stone yet! Anyway, look forward to updates soon 💕

Me and @discoveringfiona.bsky.social went to mardi gras fair day last weekend! It was fun! I think going to pride events are so important in reminding ourselves there are so many people who relate to our experience out there in the world!

Fiona in sports gear

With everything that's been happening, I've been neglecting exercise a bit. Therefore, I've been trying to get back into running as I've felt my fitness decline. I'm starting slow but hoping to join a local run club so I can exercise, social, and touch grass all at the same time! 💕

Fiona posing in front of a trans flag

Heart shaped latte art

White hibiscus flower

Fiona posing in front of a trans flag

Valentine's Day doesn't just have to be for romantic partners, you can use it to celebrate any form of love! So whether you're spending today with your partner(s), friends, or simply treating yourself, I hope you have a wonderful day 💕

Coming to Terms With the Past YouTube video by Discovering Fiona

As I stayed in the UK, I was made to think about important childhood and teenage memories, and how I feel about looking back at that pre-transition me. I can say that I can look back fondly at them now, and today I talk about how I got there 💕

Hope you enjoy 💕

youtu.be/IItEdD7IxZQ

Due to current commitments, it is very unlikely to be possible for me to find time to accommodate for recovery next year. It's a little tough to process, but I'm still moving forward with my life! Regardless, I will keep you informed of any more updates 💕

Also, due to their general cancellation/rescheduling policy, the clinic will affirms that the surgery must be completed within two years of the initial scheduled date. So, for me, this must be before 20/11/2027, as the 21 falls on a weekend.

To give a little update on the bottom surgery postponement. They've updated their requirements from 6 to 12 months, without giving me any reason as to why they've increased the time.

Finished game of Catan that Fiona won

Fiona posing in a mirror

Fiona taking a selfie

Game of herd mentality

I had a nice time hanging out with some old friends that haven't seen me in a couple of years, if not since before transition! It can make me a little nervous to see people who knew me before, but it all went really well! 💕

Board games are also fun, especially when you win 💕

Fiona holding a plushie newt

Fiona holding a plushie hedgehog

Fiona holding a plushie squirrel

Fiona holding a plushie mouse

So, when I was in London a while back, there were more cuddly animals that I discovered in a little ecology park! They all had some information about the animal and what they would be doing in the winter. I couldn't help but take photos with them all! 💕

My Relationships with my Parents After Transition YouTube video by Discovering Fiona

It's been a fortnight since my last video, so that means it's time for the new one! This time, talking about how my coming out and transition changed my relationship with my parents 💕

Hope you enjoy! 💕

youtu.be/osL2z5t5PdE

Entrance of the O2 on a cloudy day

Fiona posing with cable cars in the background

Fiona posing with a fox plushie she found on her adventure

Artwork with Canary Wharf in the background

Another trip to London today! A very typical grey day, but no rain... So I count that as a win! This is a part of the city I've not really explored too much before, and was pleasantly surprised! 💕
I did visit the O2 back in 2007, but barely remember it! Although I know it's changed a lot since then!

Fiona wearing her new clear glasses

Fiona wearing her new sunglasses

I got new glasses recently, and for the first time, some prescription sunglasses! The prospect of seeing clearly in the sun is rather exciting, even if it's winter and raining non-stop here right now...

I'll have a chance to use them very soon though! 💕

My (almost) MtF Bottom Surgery Experience YouTube video by Discovering Fiona

It's finally time, it's the new video 💕 A very emotional one for me, and I'm hoping that in sharing this experience it'll help me move forward, and also help others avoid a similar experience.

I'm doing my best to keep my head up 💕

youtu.be/NaTOEkoU5jg

Fiona posing in the mirror

Fiona attempting to show off her tea cup and coaster earrings

Tea cup and coaster earrings from the V&A

An amusing image of a horse from a tapestry

I went into London and visited the V&A today! I permitted myself to buy some new earrings... They're too good to ignore. There's so much there, and I felt like I barely got to see half of what the museum had to offer! Some really wonderful things and I had a great day 💕

I wish you all a wonderful new year, whatever it may hold, I hope you're able to work towards making the most out of it 💕

I'll do my best to make the most out of mine, and try to be more consistent with the uploads! As a little apology, an image of me from each season 💕

Make room for those who mean the most to you, even if that is the family pet! Most of all, gift yourself kindness, and know that those around you don't determine who you are, or how valid you are 💕

P.S. Please imagine that I'm wearing an ugly Christmas jumper and that the present is wrapped! 💕

Happy Holidays, and a Happy Christmas to all those who celebrate it 💕 I know that this can be a hard time of year for some, unfortunately many within our community (me included), but do your best to find your own joy this season 💕

Gardens with Lucy

Seal sleeping in water

Thank you again for sticking with me through this, the first video back won't be about my postponement, as there's something else that I'd like to talk about first, but likely the video after will be. I look forward to being back in action 💕

Sensō-ji Five-Storied Pagoda

Fiona in Akihabara

Mt. Fuji though a shinkansen window

Osaka Castle

In regards to my own content, I still need a little time to sort out emotions and figure out what all this means for my future plans. But, I'm hoping to get out a video next Wednesday, just before Christmas, and then to restart the fortnightly uploads 💕

Fiona and Lucy with Woody at DisneyLand Tokyo

Lucy in front of Sensō-ji

Fiona and Lucy with a deer

Lucy looking at a seal

I arrived back from my unexpected holiday with ‪@fairyprincesslucy.bsky.social a few days ago, and have been adapting to being back in the UK. It really was a much welcome break after my bottom surgery postponement. So, because I really can't say it enough, thank you Lucy! 💕

Fiona with a chocobo custard bun

Fiona in Akihabara

Meiji Jingu Gyoen with FairyPrincessLucy walking away from the camera

Gate to Sensō-ji with FairyPrincessLucy hidden in the crowd

We've moved on to our next hotel, but Tokyo was a lot of fun 💕 I've been fortunate to have a great guide with me 💕

I've overcome a couple of fears in arcades, and I can't wait to discover more here 💕 not too long left, but I'll make sure to make the most of it!

I took a wrong turn in Thailand and ended up in Japan with @fairyprincesslucy.bsky.social ! 💕

It's been a great time so far and a much needed break 💕 I'll keep you updated with how things go, as well as my plans once this whole series of events is over! However, for now, I'll do my best to enjoy 💕

I'll take things one step at a time, do my best to remind myself that I've still got nice things lined up. With the right effort, I hope I can still make things work out 💕