Jay.

The question is if the hole that got punched into my thumb has healed enough to take off the dressing and switch to bandaids

730pm. I must not go to sleep

I need to find out if any of my rooms have an 8.5’ open triangular space without having to move any furniture

Which med do I take? Quick onset or longer lasting?

Im freezing, and a heavy sweatshirt, beanie, and thick fuzzy blanket aren't enough. I need more blankets. A blanket pile as it were

When your psychiatrist calls you at home to make sure you’re doing fine it’s never a good sign. (We had a meeting yesterday)

I ate today. Pastrami on rye.

Oh, I am doing three different things on one git branch and not three worktrees. I'm sure this will cause no problems

I should have probably eaten today

I can’t finish my boba. I can’t listen to them anymore. I have to leave.

They’re talking about David and Jonathan now and there is no mention of homosexuality. Religious fail.

I didn’t find it but the replacement I bought showed up in time

Over a five minute lecture/discussion

Four Christians in the boba shop are talking about gd. It is verrrrrrry different than how Jews do. I haven’t heard one quote from a masechet. Or the Torah. Oh, wait, someone is summarizing Rut and Naomi from memory and not in a very organized fashion

Pharmacists do NOT like to give you ativan and klonopin at the same time. Not one bit at all.

I have two things that are causing massive amounts of stress that, in turn, have combined to turn what would normally be normal anxiety into mega-anxiety.

I would dearly like 4pm to happen

It wasn’t so bad. Brush for two minutes twice a day, use the waterpik, AND floss

It worked pretty well. The first half anyway, but I always have problems with the second half

Thumb wrapped up in white medical tape with a big blot of blood that has seeped through.

The hole in my thumb has been bleeding through its multiple dressings

I am going to have to try and use my left thumb for this. Wish me luck.

I do not want to go to the dentist today

It is possible that having a large hole punched in my dominant thumb to remove a corn wasn't the best of all options I could have chosen

Knuth likes Claude www-cs-faculty.stanford.edu/~knuth/paper... [PDF]

Working because I don't want to think about things

Looking at code from two days ago and am totally lost. Meta-programming and working with ASTs will do that to you

It helped

My hilton honors account has my home address from 11 years ago associated with it

Had to double up on the klonopin. Here’s hoping that and two hours of volunteer data entry helps soothe me

I think one of the issues with the way “Ashkenormativity” has been conflated with “white supremacy/normativity” is that on some level complaining about a synagogue being too Ashkenazi is like complaining about a Korean Baptist church being too Korean