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Emilia

@lazerwalker.com

Experimental games, interactive art, OSS tools. Was games advocacy lead at MS/Xbox (+ organizer of Roguelike Celebration and !!con), currently a full-time Very Sick Person. Probably meditating right now. https://lazerwalker.com she/her

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The circumstances surrounding this crash are… odd, and I continue to increasingly wish I lived in Precedented Times or had Medical Problems Explainable By Western Science

06.03.2026 19:15 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Man, I’m going on a week of walking up feeling like all my muscles are sore and there’s poison coursing through my veins, and I would like to get off this PEM ride.

06.03.2026 17:15 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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IDF offers option to 'harvest' sperm from soldiers in case of death | The Jerusalem Post This was decided by the Knesset Health Committee on Monday in preparation of the law for using the sperm of a deceased person for procreation.

Can’t believe you’re proposing making a pro-Israel game www.jpost.com/israel-news/...

05.03.2026 22:48 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

hi Alice!

05.03.2026 05:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
freeq β€” IRC with identity IRC server with AT Protocol (Bluesky) identity authentication. Connect with any IRC client, authenticate with your Bluesky account.

Not quite ready to launch, but if you're a decentralized identity and/or AT proto nerd, you might want to take an early peek at this freeq.at

05.03.2026 01:11 πŸ‘ 169 πŸ” 44 πŸ’¬ 13 πŸ“Œ 14
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I didn't want to make this post but unfortunately my hand has been forced. Sentona Games told me this week, after ignoring me for two months, that they will not be paying me the $24,000 deferred…... I didn't want to make this post but unfortunately my hand has been forced. Sentona Games told me this week, after ignoring me for two months, that they will not be paying me the $24,000 deferred paym...

If you're in the game industry and use LinkedIn, please do me a favor and share my post about Sentona Games screwing me out of money I'm owed. Thank you

05.03.2026 00:41 πŸ‘ 1989 πŸ” 892 πŸ’¬ 28 πŸ“Œ 15

Me to Paul Newman’s family at the funeral: may his memory be a dressing

04.03.2026 17:01 πŸ‘ 1699 πŸ” 203 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 2

β€œNo grasping” is a bad translation, a more accurate reflection of the original Pali is β€œno hand stuff”

04.03.2026 06:24 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

FUCK HER UP

04.03.2026 03:20 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

a wedding ring is a kink item

04.03.2026 02:49 πŸ‘ 197 πŸ” 47 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 1
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a single paragraph guide to taking pleasure in both the games you play and the material you put into the world. via @meredithgran.com

meredithgran.com/perfect-tide...

03.03.2026 03:03 πŸ‘ 796 πŸ” 240 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 14

And I think there’s maybe a tautological thing where, if we understood MCAS itself at a deeper level, maybe we’d have better treatments, but then it probably also wouldn’t be β€œMCAS” but would get a better name to reflect actual pathology instead of being β€œsyndromized”

03.03.2026 06:45 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

At least as far as I understand the science today (so, a flawed view!) it’s not necessarily β€œthe one pathway by which MCAS develops” as much as β€œinflammation, autoimmunity, and gut dysbiosis eventually flip the MCs into hyperreactivity”, which is just the old problem that every case is different

03.03.2026 06:44 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I think the trickiness is there isn’t really anything to do, other than β€œtry to aggressively treat ME/CFS and associated conditions, and maybe preemptively treat MCAS (i.e. antihistamines, MC stabilizers, perhaps mild diet changes)”

03.03.2026 06:33 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

are you a indie game developer of color? will you be in the sf bay area for GDC? do you want to demo your game?

bubblesort and @gdocexpo.com are co-hosting a showcase of games at the bubblesort shop! apply here to show your game!

docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

02.03.2026 22:51 πŸ‘ 63 πŸ” 40 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

We'll be at GDC! (Some of us, and probably some of you?)

Come hang out, say hi, and chat about roguelikes & procedural generation.
# In Yerba Buena Gardens (North corner).
> At 12:30 PM, Thursday, March 12.
% With coffee, various hot teas, bagels & spreads.

02.03.2026 21:43 πŸ‘ 16 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 3

clothes were invented by big cotton to sell more agriculture

02.03.2026 22:44 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

big if true

02.03.2026 20:16 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah, same lyricist as ALW tended to work with at the time, and music by half of ABBA! Gorgeous score with a historically unproduceable book, hah.

02.03.2026 04:31 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

This is my favorite fact about SMB1 because you getting 50 points per block destroyed means the game is explicitly mechanically encouraging civilian casualties

01.03.2026 23:21 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

A plumber? A small business owner? Petite bourgeoisie.

01.03.2026 23:15 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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(mis)Translating the Buddha Take my attempt here with a grain of salt. Many book length treatments have argued different sides of this. I only hope that this can serv...

My primary practice may be Daoist rather than Buddhist, but I’ve nonetheless enjoyed pulling on this thread of how most English Buddhist teachings I’ve been exposed to are misguided by way of mistranslation.

neuroticgradientdescent.blogspot.com/2020/01/mist...

26.02.2026 20:32 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

I'm excited for the equivalent of Ishtar so I can just read the hypertext in a web browser

28.02.2026 19:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah, I think in my case it's mostly just been a continual unfolding of "oh, the more I unwind inaccurate translations, the more Buddhism makes sense to me", e.g. bsky.app/profile/laze...

26.02.2026 23:14 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It is extremely funny to me that the Buddha was allegedly very clear he didn’t want his words translated to Sanskrit (instead of other vernaculars) specifically because it would cause… exactly the misunderstandings it caused

26.02.2026 20:39 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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(mis)Translating the Buddha Take my attempt here with a grain of salt. Many book length treatments have argued different sides of this. I only hope that this can serv...

My primary practice may be Daoist rather than Buddhist, but I’ve nonetheless enjoyed pulling on this thread of how most English Buddhist teachings I’ve been exposed to are misguided by way of mistranslation.

neuroticgradientdescent.blogspot.com/2020/01/mist...

26.02.2026 20:32 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

I seem to consistently feel shitty whenever local airborne VOC levels rise, which fucking sucks because it’s been happening a lot this season, and unlike filtering out particulate matter it’s not something you can just build or buy an air purifier and you’re done.

26.02.2026 19:32 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

hey this is legitimately terrifying and if you're not paying attention to this you need to be right now

26.02.2026 06:01 πŸ‘ 593 πŸ” 196 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 1

Yes pleaseee

25.02.2026 06:19 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

(admittedly this is partly a linguistic concern β€” dhyāna/jhāna and bhāvāna both get translated into English as β€œmeditation” despite referring to drastically different things, and finding material that focuses on the former is much more difficult)

24.02.2026 22:46 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1