[NO REPOSTING] Jungle Pocket (real)

I wish that were me. It feels like it has to get particularly bad for me to just be fully gone and another headmate has to take over. But even then I'm like. Still aware.

Plurality induces some weird feelings especially in retrospect. Like for a while I wondered if Chiaki was just the new host or something cause she was up front the most often. Which feels silly now that she's been a little quiet lately.

Wwwwwhatever I'll just stay home. I overslept real bad and my leg still hurts anyways.

Guh my leg has been throbbing ever since I've gotten home for some reason

It's tempting to just call in tomorrow morning just because it would ease so much stress to just be here when the plumber is also here rather than completely leave it up to my housemate. If that makes sense.

Just man I am running out of PPTO.

🎼 Naturally I got offered if I wanna be one of the heads of Mythinks and. Hmmm.

One day it's "I don't know if I'm even real anymore cause it feels like I've split one too many times and I'm not Vixi in any meaningful capacity anymore." Another day it's "I hate being effectively permanently frontstuck and can't just fully let another alter take over."

🎼 Figuring my me out!!! Pokemon Voltage Teto is so cool...

Me saying "Undiagnosed but something ain't right" as I stress and stress and stress over a plumber coming over to unclog a drain.

[Sees art about how different system members relate to age] hmm

🎼 >:D

The system art gets funnier the more different IPs the unnamed voices in my head pull in

⚓️ Banjo-Tetoey

[Draws Teto once] [Starts feeling a little Tetoey amongst getting a little stressed out] I swear I'm not doing this on purpose.

Whyyyy does calling a plumber to take care of a drain clog have to be such an annoying process

I'm trying to sleep

Just kinda in the aftermath of Golshi taking over for a bit. And also Pokopia stealing all my attention isn't helping.

One definite downside to tying art so intimately with how you're outwardly presenting at a given moment is I really wanna draw but brain is kinda nebulous and mushy right now so. ??????

I swear if I'm getting sick mere days before my vacation

And then uh. Golshi threw her own addition in there.

I am so fucking antsy about needing to draw all day but the whole break room has been packed all day so I haven't been able to. Like it's actually driving me crazy.

One positive about my fucking annoying work schedule situation (works wednesday thru sunday but the work week technically starts on saturday) is that my vacation is sandwiched between two half-weeks buh.

I think plurality, particularly when it comes to fictives, is interesting in how it more or less gives a fictional character an actual different lived experience. Like imagine if Agnes Tachyon was an artist rather than a scientist.

Like,

Looking up "nightmare mask" and Tachy's not impressed.

I swear Tachyon will put her touch on my ideas and then they're just way better.

I know what you mean and relate to exactly the way you mean it obviously but this is a funny image to read this in a "We have a Haru Urara fictive in our system" sense