AlexTheShiba 🥜VGoober🍦

From the leaks ive seen, i know that shit is gonna hit me like a freight train when i play it on stream.

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Time to play some cookie run kingdom and figure out what the writers have been smoking. www.twitch.tv/alextheshiba

"Pretty much a known pred atp" meanwhile they support the current president

Just signed off on my taxes for the year. Getting back about 1500 to 2000 dollars in returns.

Which means theyll more than easily pay off my current project :3c

what happened this time?

My doctor's appointment, that i had already been waiting a month on, just got cancelled.

Which means me even starting the process of getting onto meds to try them out for mental health is pushed back even further, potentially into april.

Ya'll can be patient enough to make sub goals? Everything i can think of i just end up doing because i want to and don't wanna wait.

The legalese version of "We did it because we can/wanted to"

The Magic School bus written by Dante Alighieri

Also maybe its just the paranoia or because i have genuinely seen it in some TOS (I have no problem with it, just pointing it out) that some people don't take comms of male/masc character and sometimes i worry i won't notice that and just walk into a wall.

Sent in my first major commission request in ages and i have 0 idea if submitted all the information properly. I hate forms.

I just wanna get nice stuffs DX

Hows the wifi in the retirement home? (Happy birthday)

The more that i see fandoms actively just being awful, the more i am dead set that if i ever made a big enough project for it to have lore, i would actively mess with people by changing things/just saying they are wrong.

It looks like someone just drew the fake food that basically every child had for toys at one point and went "thats the most appetizing thing i can create"

Really stupid Idea: "Casinolike Speedrun"

A roguelike speedrun gauntlet that has you play a game of Balatro, Cloverpit, Dice a Million and Luck be a landlord.

Can be completed in any order but you have to beat a full run of a game before moving on to the next.

Time ends after the last game.

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Playing some more Dice A Million and hanging out

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Glad to hear yall are safe and have a plan figured out.

I know there are like rage rooms and things like that but there aren't any here.

I'm not saying it would fix anything in my life, but i think feeling the satisfaction of throwing a vase and seeing it shatter would supply a decent hit of dopamine.

Debating getting a 3D model. I feel like with how often i move and especially use my hands when speaking, it would do really well for me.

I doubt i would ever go up that high, i might bump up to 5000 at most since its a nice number. But still, seeing that right as im thinking of big projects again is very tempting in a devil on the shoulder kind of way.

Credit card company, do not tempt me. Just as i was starting to push the rebrand/design update thoughts back down into their box, i get a letter from my credit card company saying ive been pre approved to increase my spending limit.

I could go from 4000 to 7000 if i wanted to.

Fandoms these days would find a way to scream at the janitor to blame them for a decision they don't like in their favorite IP

Having another middle of the night urge to to change my branding. I say it every time that i love my current stuff but i'd be lying if i didn't say that the constant issues i have had with trying to get art and a tone of projects just never going anywhere didn't make me wanna mulligan

I'm not saying this in a way to be annoyed at him, im glad he is open enough/comfortable with me to even tell me this kind of stuff, its just a terrible feeling for me because like wtf can i do? Nothing really besides continuing to try to be a goof ball with him to make him smile a bit.

That "amazing" feeling of going upstairs and having a conversation with dad that slowly boils down into him talking about how he feels his depression at a recent all time low, he has started doing less and less and drinking more, especially since mom is away on a trip.

Like im pretty sure fiction writers have done this countless times where they write that the "heavenly church" is actually just a front for summoning demons/the apocalypse. Trying to trigger armaggedon to bring back their savior feels like a B list anime plot.

Also when i say "Nutcases" i don't mean religious people, i mean the ones that see a gay person and say "ill pray for you to find your way back to the light"

Is it bad that part of me wants god to shows up but the apocalypse only happens to the nutcases and everyone else just kinda watches.

I always try to preface all my opinions with "My personal opinion" and "This is how I feel" because nowadays you have too many people willing to scream their words as gospel.

I just like playing silly video games.