Malice XIII 🐺

we still have their entire routine burned into our mind, and the things we'd do to assist with that

waiting for our meds to kick in and looking at a ring and a collar that both don't fit anymore from a few years ago

there's probably some amusing symbolism there but it also just makes us think about what we gave to that

we lost something of ourselves there

we understand 🫂🖤

The reacting poorly thing is... yeah... A while ago someone told us we talked too much and it's been lodged in our head since, honestly

But when we tend to be ourselves wholly people seem scared to interact with us, while we're wary of everyone, so interacting with others is... complicated anymore

hopefully our worn out mind isn't parsing this wrong but we feel this a lot

people mistake our... wide amount of skillsets/knowledge and everything as like, being completely self sufficient out of choice rather than survival and because of our past

they also mistake all of this for agency with us

ours is a lot of things but also the weather because it's Angry Outside

same.....

honestly our score would've been better but we started dropping off near the end

we seared our eyes for a bit to do a funny colour recognition test

honestly debating withdrawing from online until things either work out or, well, they don't

the stress and everything of... Having A Place To Live while also not going out lately (because of finances) is amplifying the loneliness/despair and everything else way too much

we hope it's better for both of us 🫂

and yet it persists, without guidance or purpose

oh,

We'll be splitting our attention between (probably) being upset by the mets and watching baystars games

us being excited about sigma star saga being put on PC and nobody we've brought it up to knows what it is.....

A book from the game Caves of Qud that says “Stomach! Let Us Endeavor”

Me when I rally my gut to eat spicy food:

malice note: when we say 'pretty' to someone on here it means we have stopped scrolling for a bit and gone 'pretty.....' out loud at our monitor

pretty......

Doll room event

"the dolls are whispering until the dolls are shouting" that's just bluesky

the fucking deutsche bahn

A greyish baseball with a smiling Dragon Quest slime face printed on it.

Imagine this coming at you at 100mph

makes you play glover

it is 0618

we briefly thought about our 9 game list and realized we left something important off of it

(also medarot, and the psp gundam games, and, well, like we said before, too many games for 9 games)

One was building her web in the bathroom doorframe (extremely bold choice) and we were just like 'this is not the place to build your home, child' and nudged her gently

she ran back up to the ceiling

Realizing we talk to spiders like a concerned, disappointed, or proud parent depending on what they're doing

We have a collection of collars that we wear that's amassed over the past decade ngl

Well, we're at the last month on our timeline for everything working out

We could still direly use some help with everything, whether it be sharing or any donations at all. Us and Val both appreciate it.

Oh that's good c:

oh...

things sure are happening