Kiwano

For transparency's sake, Pask agreed to review different drafts of my response through Telegram and Google docs. After a few months of changes and reformatting (from a doc to Bluesky replies), I finished writing earlier today and decided to finally post them now. I appreciate the patience. Thank you

I know everything I did and said was wrong. I fully understand why some of my friends would leave me. Though I am glad that some of my close friends stuck around. I wish I hadn't procrastinated about making this public until now but I really didn't know what I'd even say that I hadn't already.

I asked Pask to delete the media he sent to me on Discord and he agreed to do so. I deleted my own media right after the doc was posted. I didn't save anything except for the art commissions that I paid for. While I didn't start talking to Pask with these intentions, unfortunately I did go too far.

Before Pask got back in touch with me, on Dec 2 he contacted my friend to warn them about me. I tried to convince them that Pask was only doing so to harass me despite “do not harass” in the doc. I didn’t realize it at the time, but I victim-blamed him and I regret doing so.

I only blocked Pask because he interacted with a post from a minor on October 6 containing my real name. This post was a failed blackmail attempt where this individual “exposed” me for an NSFW gift I received, published to E621. I brought this up with him and he apologized for interacting with it.

When the doc was first posted, I immediately scheduled a therapist and attended sessions each week from August 26 to October 7. I don’t wish to go into detail but since the document mentioned it, yes I was groomed many times starting when I was around 11 and I discussed this with my therapist.

Why am I making a response now? I was contacted by him through an alt on January 24, asking why I never made a response and why I blocked his main account. I originally didn’t make one as I felt as if I needed to reflect upon the trauma I inflicted in private rather than trying to excuse my behavior

(NSFW warning) Hi, it's been over 6 months. I immediately said sorry afterwards on an alt account but in retrospect I instead should've done so in a more public manner. Therefore, firstly, I'm sorry. The details in the document are true although some portions were under-represented. Please read it.

Looks cute!

Headshot C0mmi$$sion for @spacecat35.bsky.social of their fursona, I hope you like it! #commissions #commissionart #commission

Adorable, love the expressions hehe

Bare bear hands :o

i yearn for oregon the way people do for japan

Photo of California sea lions on a dock in Newport, Oregon taken by KiwifruitDev in October 2023.

Photo of the last Blockbuster Video store location in Bend, Oregon taken by KiwifruitDev in October 2023.

Photo of a trail in Bend, Oregon showing water and trees taken by KiwifruitDev in October 2023.

OMG SAME
I went to Oregon for my birthday in 2023 and had an amazing time exploring Newport and Bend
I really miss it and I want to go back

If you're a member of the furry fandom who uses your platform to incite bullying and harassment towards other furries who have innocuous kinks and lifestyles-

Leave the fandom.

Get out.

You're a fascistic puritan and your presence in the fandom harms the rest of us. Be toxic elsewhere.

Leave.

Someone should teach hank hill how to use soulseek

Screenshot of a Discord message by user MonK3yA2 saying "WHO THE FUCK SOLD ME THIS 40 DOLLAR SMARTPHONE?? WHERE TF DID U GET THIS SHIT? HELL? LOOK AT THE EMOJIS BRUH". Below the message are five scary faces in black and white, each with a different expression.

Sending hugs 🫂

I'm growing more attached towards Claude over my other/main fursona Kiwi, like I'd rather fursuit as him even though I have a partial of Kiwi already lol

Digital furry artwork of Claude Maxwell (sea lion OC by KiwifruitDev) with his tongue out showing the inside of his mouth with teeth and saliva, a mawshot. Art was commissioned to Siriley200 (2026).

It's Claude's mouth! He's such a silly sea lion :D
🎨 by @siriley200.bsky.social (commission, 2026)

Positive thinking and my friends quotes. Are important.
And i learned to love myself.🩵✨️
im felt lighter and free from takes time off internet.✨️ and i never be rude to anyone for no reason. and learned to be more patience.
And i wanted to thank you for looking up for me despite from what happend.🩵🫂✨️

Thank you to my friends for being very supportive of me 💚💚

Happy Valentine's day everyone!

This wasn't supposed to happen, Rumble was trying to ask Brenden something and when he turned around he "accidentally" Kissed Brenden surprising him and Brenden who wasn't expecting it #anthro #anthroart #dog #furry #furryart #anthroart #illustration #valentinesday

Digital full body artwork of Tide (Siriley200) in an underwater scene, he is wearing a scuba mask and using a snorkel. Art by KiwifruitDev from February 2026.

Tide is underwater!
Gift for @siriley200.bsky.social
🎨 by me using Procreate

Digital full body artwork of Tide (Siriley200) in an underwater scene, he is wearing a scuba mask and using a snorkel. Art by KiwifruitDev from February 2026.

Tide is underwater!
Gift for @siriley200.bsky.social
🎨 by me using Procreate

Hey everyone I need your help I need to get a new SSD for my computer so I can trasfer windows, without doing this I can't draw. If you're interested my commissions are 20% off even just sharing this post is such a great help please see second page for TOS it is outdated so just DM

Project Resort | Upcoming Hytale Server YouTube video by Bluestone

Showcasing Project Resort's lobby (And some features)!

#Hytale is such a fun game to develop for <3

www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEbH...

I'm taking a break from posting for the time being, instead I'm working on writing a response to @commonpolarity.bsky.social's document from a few months ago
Please be patient with me 💚
Thank you

Aww there I am! 💚

Digital furry artwork of Kiwano Maxwell (KiwifruitDev) as a feral puppy. Art by Walter Mix (2021)

Kiwi puppy!
🎨 by @waltermix.bsky.social (2021)