obligatory birthday art. we're still alive. miss you all. maybe one day.

indefinite hiatus. take care of yourselves

waterspout

a marker drawing of a blonde person with pointed black horns and a devil tail/wing. a black arrow pierces through one eye socket, labeled "I could just... I could..."

🖍 it would be so easy.

I listened to racing stripes by aesop rock too much they cut me off

I would draw in exchange for the albums on my bandcamp wishlist

魚市場シリーズ

Nearly forgot the other night when sitting in the porch with eris and a mutual friend two young bucks started fighting in our yard in complete darkness. The sound of their antlers hitting each other was incredible. Lasted probably 5 or so minutes

oh since beings are actually looking at this here's the song that the text is from
www.youtube.com/watch?v=NV_T...

Gone back and forth for a really long time. Strangely, we are more concerned about beings we are close to being effected. There is no reason to suppress it because eventually it will come out, and at that point, you want beings who won't turn away from you because of it.
It is a hard balance though.

I think that's probably the best. I would like to not scare beings away but also I feel if my words scare them my art will scare them more. So maybe it doesn't matter in the end.

at this point is it wise to continue to post our stream of consciousness on this account or do we need to make another for that type of thing. honestly. we don't care much though. we go back and forth. most of us find that concept of keeping the self separate from the art to be disingenuous.

Glad. we want it to be eye-strain but not like. Too much so much that you can't tell what's on the screen.

I get so scared all the colors for my game are fucked up cause my laptop monitor is washed out as hell.

i dont think this will ever get finished

15oct - ‘a despair that comes with the realisation that there is no escape’

Disruption

This sounds nice. I wanna hang on a wall to be looked at

wearing my shirt that just has a screenshot from shrek on it to appear less threatening and at least 50% less sexual

oaugh.... yay..

doormat rat

#sketch

seascape 🌊✨

sour angel #art

14oct - ‘crying out in the dark for a light that you don’t get to have’

thank youu ^w^

the narrative is clear: we're running a confusing narrative

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