Circe

need to be held

cptsd has got me bad rn

i don't like her comics much to be perfectly honest but she deserved better than to be the artistic shield of some of the most loathesome men in the scene

im not gonna talk about it on main but the abusive man comics publisher of some repute continuing to prop up the corpse of a dead trans woman in the pages of its abuser apologist anthologies id fucking sickening

tumblr

i can accept a lesbian man just fine. i like my lesbian men like i like my lesbian women, not addicted to tumble

gotta be real some of those he him lesbians gotta start walking the walk a bit better at the whole talking to girls thing

im not posting nudes on this app but rest assured im taking them and theyre great

THISS CITY ISS GUILTY! THE CRIME ISS LIFE... THE SSENTENCE ISS... DEATH!

was about to have a depressive spiral and then instead of ideating i started thinking about Judge Death and idk why that worked but it did

that i have more good days than bad is good tho

bad days are more important to how i understand my recovery than good days

i hate crying!@@@!!

who built this thing

looking for the off switch on the imagining my death machine oops it dont got one

my smart but traumatized brain excuse me

hitting the "nope thats not someone being rude that is your ptsd" button until my dumb bitch brain accepts it

do i need to not date bi women? id like to think it doesnt matter but the vibes are often kinda off.

think about how i feel challenge

bi women dating a lesbian don't freak out if u get called a lesbian challenge level impossible.

im plural so i can have as many favorite colors as i want

We are Scott Pilgrim / We date a 17 year old girl

we are Polkaroo / we rise to the door / the polka dot door

fetish gear is not an invitation. fetish gear is not consent. GOD!

i know im a slut but please ask before you touch

u really shouldnt. i also don't watch police shootings. not comparable in substance but i know i can rely on descriptions for a moment like this.

like one of my take aways from this stuff is that the current president of the USA wasnt just visiting a lot, he's a monster of the same magnitude and the two shared infrastructure.

i think that people who should know better do get pushed in the direction of thinking less clearly by the memes. its an internet problem but its also a flaw in the nebulous "being progressive" that happens online without unlearning liberalism

well whatever i am just annoyed that every once and a while i respond to the lightest of criticism among friends with lockdown defensiveness and intrusive thoughts that i have to spend a bunch of time regulating. i hate it cuz its unfair to everyone around me but being alone with it also sucks

ew im attributing my personal struggles to diagnostic criteria again, fuck my quirky chungus life