uuuuuuugh I should be asleep but the storms have me anxious.
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uuuuuuugh I should be asleep but the storms have me anxious.
broke down and ordered a new xlr cable that should be better quality than the last couple I've gotten.
lot of people on this site soaking themselves stupid making posts like "stop saying gross shit is ok" when people are very clearly saying "you are allowed to think something is absolutely vile but trusting the government/companies/paypros w the morality barometer is HISTORICALLY really dumb"
the curse of being adhd and having caffeine
is nap time
Btw, if it's not clear:
The tactic the right is using rn is to start censoring fetishes and kinks that are generally accepted to be "bad" or "gross" by most people to slowly warm us up to the idea of censoring all sexual expression online.
Don't fall for this by going "this is actually based!!"
Gonna throw out a spicy grenade to keep the rent low and say that if any of this is something that makes you say "well, that's understandable", then you're pro-censorship and doing the work of fascists.
worth remembering, David Lynch directed βfix your hearts or dieβ specifically at transphobes. it wasnβt a generic βno mean people allowedβ statement, it was said by his Twin Peaks character in defense of a trans woman he cared for and deeply respected.
ehehehehehe I have coffee and mom's grabbing us breakfast.
Holyshit I'm awake.
uuuuuuugh I'm finally awake. If headache goes away, stream time.
cannot stress enough that "separate the art from the artist" was meant for private individuals reconciling the art they love with its flawed creators and not meant for the ceo of a company driving a dump truck of money up to a bigot's front porch
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Hi I finally got a reasonable amount of sleep and I guess a reasonable amount of sleep is 13 hrs.
I have adulting to do toda (boo) but I'm going to try to be live when I'm awake tomorrow!
Debating Monster Hunter Stories 3 or Slay the Spire 2, so see if you can sway me either way.
Suffering because I'm craving food from two different restaurants that closed 15+ years go.
OKAY I KNOW IT'S LIKE 4AM BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE DOROHEDORO SEASON 2 TRAILER
OH I AM GOING TO BE SO OBNOXIOUS ABOUT THIS IT LOOKS SO GOOD (K)NOW_NAME IS ALREADY BATTING 1000 WITH THE MUSIC AND I CAN'T WAIT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Incredible things happening on Twitter dot com today
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For the second time in as many days: β¨delete grammarlyβ¨
It's fucking 8pm and it's so hot in my office that I've had to turn the AC on. Save me.
God I'm so tired of things going wrong.
So, they gave mom the wrong information and the check we got was just them giving us dad's Dec check and we have to do more paperwork to try to get the survivorship stuff.
Just. Help if you can, please.
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That's also a: MORGI IS GOING TO START STREAMING AGAIN ASAP type announcement.
Prob tomorrow? Loose schedule will be Tues-Wed, Fri-Sat. Gonna give myself a lil breathing room BUT YEAH.
TLDR;
Disability is disabling and I'm not gonna be mad at myself for it anymore.
WE RUMBLE WHEN THE RUMBLING'S GOOD NO MATTER WHAT TIME THAT IS.
It did help that I ran into a whole thread of people talking about how nearly impossible it is for some adhd folks to have a "proper" sleep schedule and can never wake up on time even if they have alarms and everything else set. I really just have to stop letting neurotypical confines get to me.
Okay, Morgi's havin a moment
The last couple weeks I've been struggling a lot with having any sleep schedule and I've been treating it like a fckn moral failing and that's REALLY made it hard to do anything but beat myself up mentally.
So, fuck it, we stream no set time anymore, only set days.
i stopped playing heartopia the day they said they werent going to stop using ai in the discord and started banning people for being upset, but now they are banning people for being upset about the RACISM? if you still play this game, get well soon ig.
God I'm so tired of things going wrong.
So, they gave mom the wrong information and the check we got was just them giving us dad's Dec check and we have to do more paperwork to try to get the survivorship stuff.
Just. Help if you can, please.
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Bluesky wanted AI cryptobros and they got gay furries and they have been on an endless microcrashout ever since.
So, I've been testing out @ellipsus.com the past couple days for writing and it's super simple and comfy and I am really excited to try the AO3 export once I finally finish writing, yknow, anything, but I might also start throwing up a teaser link for folks to watch me slowly lose my mind with.
if a comma that's not the oxford comma gets recommended before 'and' one more time, I'm going to murder a grammar bot.
friendly reminder from your Archivist :
FrostyTools, Tangia, & Blerp are stream add-ons that use generative AI assets. please find replacements for these on your streams.
I know I'm not the only one who any of these present lessens the chance of me appearing in your chat if they're there.