lilybwees 🐝🪫

i have a really good idea for a malort cocktail but APPARENTLY if I drink with these meds I might stop breathing 😮‍💨 so I have to wait a few days until I can reveal my genius

love when you start seeing a new doctor and they say in a very concerned voice " that's not what I would have done..." about your previous doctor 🙃

things should be better at least

pokopia so good I got the credits and I'm already tempted to restart from the beginning but take it slow

consultation with the surgeon is a week away which is really fast for an American doctor but also this surgery can't come soon enough 🙃

home from hopital with a surgery referral and a bunch of oxy which is definitely better than ibuprofen

me: hopital
my roommate:

nurse describing the CT " makes you feel all warm and then makes you feel like you pissed yourself

almost too dehydrated for the er nurse to get the bloodwork done 🙃

live in an hour!!! i really thought this thumbnail was a good idea and im sorry for what ive done

I should be good!! as long as they remove the organ instead of sending me home with ibuprofen the nightmare should be over think

will be playing pokopia tomorrow at 11am eastern for a couple hours until my roommate gets home and we head over to the ER!!

was hoping to be able to stream a few more days of it but the pain has gotten so bad I can't sleep so maybe not 😔

I need this pain to be gone but I'm so afraid that if I don't wait until it's at its worst they won't think it's bad enough to actually treat beyond a few days of pain meds 😔

I will be streaming pokopia everyday until the pain gets bad enough to justify going to the hospital. where I will continue playing pokopia

hoping the new pokémon starters end up bipedal except the bird

the US military has historically committed countless war crimes. we explicitly refuse to recognize the ICC because we know we would be held responsible

if you support the US military, whether explicitly or implicitly, you support these war crimes by extension. there's no caveat

watching the military propaganda vtuber group debut on the day we started another war might be the thing that breaks me

they sent the wrong color...

🎉🎉🎉

should I delay going to the hospital until pokopia releases so I can play it while recovering from surgery 🤔

tfw you have the autism where you've spent the past 8 months refreshing eBay looking for a specific teapot because it's used as a reference model for computer graphics

for a split second I thought I got lucky today but it's an earlier product 🥲

Feeling a bit better so: starting Armored Core VI's New Game+ route! AKA the point at which the game starts getting kinda spicy.

In about an hour at 130pm ET or so!

hopefully starting to get regular labs and stuff will help get stuff treated

bad news I woke up feeling like death and it unfortunately has not gotten better and has only gotten worse and I'm not really in a condition to stream

still going to try my best to play tomorrow but... I might just give up again. I want a new body...

good news I am like 80% sure it will not catch fire I'm good to stream more armored core tomorrow

ports are good I'm happy people can play it legally

separating out the two games and not having online functionality is not good I feel like people are justified to be upset at $20 for a ROM in a barebones emulator with no additional functionality and no HOME support on release

I use rechargeable AA batteries that I also use across multiple other devices ?? that I already had sitting around because I actively play my old consoles?

what is this take

I don't have canned air but I do have a cheap airbrush lying around and an air compressor 🤔

yeah I don't think I need the ports

will probably be canceling tomorrow's stream just to make sure my computer won't catch fire

thank you everyone who came!!!
we beat one of the hardest bosses and got our first ending despite tech issues forcing us to play through OBS!!

sorry for ending early but i smelled burning and saw what looked like smoke coming from the GPU so i should probably figure that out 🙃