Today was a true test of my will to live aka being a 24/7 caretaker.. between the people and the animals, I'm shot. My body can't take this every single day yet I gotta power through it anyway since I'm the only one that can do it 🤙
Fuck, I could use a foot rub 🥲
#yapsluts #bitching #venting #alt
Just got a healthy reminder about why I can’t count on my own family when I need a favor. They can just decide whenever to take it back…fucking hell. My sister can be such a bitch. 👿💢
#venting #personal #whatfamily?
Just a fellow reminder that the people who work retail or in food are people an not fucking NPCs and deserve to be treated as human.
Sincerely from someone who keeps watching their coworkers and having themself treated like shit bc we are looked as nothing.
#venting
To be honest, I am sick of living in America, but I fear anywhere else I could move is just going to become just as bad in a few years.
#anxiety #venting #usa
The focus part of my brain might be dying lol
#writing #venting #writingcommunity #thoughts #socialmedia
#venting
Went to bed at 1:30am, no inherent problem with that but for some reason it’s just been nightmare after nightmare waking up every couple hours and it’s only been about 5 hours of sleep I’ve gotten 😖
I can't even look at my art and feel accomplished about it anymore.
I feel like I really am a nobody.
and no one is helping me.
#venting #kujiroposting
Getting upset with myself more recently bc I am still unable to join community discord due to being a chicken shit. I am so fucking scare of fucking up or getting hurt by people that logic doesn't even come into it anymore. Most people are chill but I just- aaaaah.... sorry. Just yeah...
#venting
I'll be perfectly blunt: I'm nothing but ashamed of my country right now. There's absolutely no reason to feel proud of or patriotic for the United States under this administration. We are the bad guys, and I hate it. #politics #uspolitics #vent #venting #usa
My timeline looks like this:
Funny meme
Writing prompt
Cool art/webcomic
Heartbreaking news story
Trump being a POS
Writing prompt
More art
Actual war crimes
Cute animal photos
More awful news
It just doesn't seem sustainable or healthy in the longterm. 2/2 #politics #uspolitics #vent #venting
I have an incredibly weird relationship with social media. I love posting my thoughts here, and I've met so many incredible writers, artists, and people of all kinds. But it's really hard to avoid doomscrolling as soon as I see something negative. 1/2 #politics #uspolitics #vent #venting
I wish I could do more things. I want to make actual videos rather than streaming. I just lack the time and talent so I’d need time to learn better editing skills.
I’m sorry to those waiting on me to come back but I just lack the funds and so I’m just constantly working.
#venting
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I'm seeing discourse, from marginalized groups I'm not part of, that really hits home today: Suffering in Silence, a demand by those unimpacted by, or who've internalized, the -isms driving the demand.
In my case it's my medical issues I've been told to shut up about.
1/5
Why do things gotta be expensive!? Health matters but so pricey. My dog sick & needs X-ray to see & so pricey. WTF #Venting #Depressed
It didn't help that I thought "even your comfort character would think you are really weird" and haven't stopped spiraling since. So that's where I'm at.
Just got to ride the spiral out I think. I know from experience it stops and I bounce back to being weird and not caring I am.
#venting (cont.)
Comfort character isn't doing the job today.
RSD? Maybe idk. Probably mixing with abandonment issues.
I don't know I don't feel very mentally well today so... Offline for a while. I'll be back when I stop feeling like a nuisance or a burden to everyone around me.
#venting
#venting #mentalhealth
I am so very much not okay&I hate it. (Although not in any way where I wanna make any harmful,permanent decisions!)
I’m drowning in my own financial stupidity,along w/ the bs of cut hours& not being able to find another job that’s better.I’m fucking exhausted&over it.
I hate training Mejiro Ryan. Love the character but hate training her because her career feels like the most rng shitshow. Seriously, always feels like CyGames turns up the RNG knobs up to 11 whenever I run her.
#umamusume #mejiroryan #rng #rant #venting
Idk how corporations like to make prices higher with low quality bs. Like, I am over here wondering if making my art a higher price actually worth it or not. If it is fair... and then you have the big Corp just-
Frustrated
#venting
Really hate the whole "if they had a gun" trope like that would fix all the problems in stories. Especially in magical settings. Like, no??? It wouldn't?? There are people who can just explode you with their minds???? Gun doesn't do shit.
#venting #guns
Am at hospital to see if I got covid or the flu. Having a grand ol' time*
I had nasty cough medicine, stuff up my nose, and shot in the hip
#venting ?
I might have to see a Dr because I still feel like absolute shit and need a Dr's note if I am going to miss more than one day of work....
Imma mope now
#venting
I keep having to remind myself that this is all temporary. I won't be stuck in this lower management retail shitshow forever. I just need to keep my head down long enough to get my shit together.
#venting
I hate getting Fast Learner in a career because I know the moment I get that, the rest of the career will be complete shit and the Fast Learner won't save it.
#umamusume #rng #RNGesusHatesMe #rant #venting
Do you ever hate yourself so badly that you start rage crying and then hate yourself more for asking for support through it #venting
AUGHHHH FUCK RNG!!! 318 pulls on FineMo banner, only 7 ssrs (2.2% when the pull rate is 3%), only 1 of them actually useful, and NONE OF THEM FINEMO SSR. =<×_@/×^÷I^#^×<÷<#^@&×<÷^#_3<=7#^3<#^@73<÷^#^#<@&#!!!!!!
#umamusume #fuckRNG #RNGesusHatesMe #rant #venting
So how's your week going? Mine is going specfuckingtacular! I got a package stolen, some prescriptions in limbo and to top it off a lovely jury duty summons! :D among other things~°•
#badweek #venting #shithappens #iguess #burntout #burnout #ronswanson #angy
